The excuse
Loki let go of your hair and crossed his arms. He seemed annoyed.
'Why are you being so upset about?' you heard your own voice say. He cocked up an eyebrow.
'I do not get what you, mortal, want to say to a God,' he replied cold. Your eyes went blurry.
'Mortal?' You squeaked. 'Don't you like me anymore? ' His expression changed.
'No, of course not. I only wanted you because of Tony. I wanted to annoy him, but you are just worse than him. You are even more annoying, who thought that was possible? ' He laughed sarcastically, which caused you to hold in a sob. So, your suspicions were confirmed. He only took you away from Earth to get to your father and his plan probably succeeded. You stood up. Regretting even being in the same room with him, let alone share the same bed. You would sleep on the couch. Before you walked out of the room, you looked him right in the eye.
'You know, Loki, I actually started to develop feellings for you, but now there are vanished,' you spoke, your voice once again cracking. The look in his eyes softened. He wanted to say something, but you already shut the door behind you. As soon as you reached the couch, you started sobbing.
'Y / N ?,' a voice said. You looked up, your eyes bloodshot. Valkyrie rushed over to you and swung her arms around you. 'What's the matter?' You wept a little more and after Valkyrie called you down a bit you started to explain what happened between you and Loki. 'What an asshole!' Her voice raised.
'I don't think he's an asshole,' you spoke softly. 'I think I love him ...' She pet your back and leaned her head on your shoulder.
'I don't have any love advice for you, Y / N. I had a few disasters myself. That's why I keep drinking. ' You were shocked at her sudden reveal of thoughts. You didn't say anything. You were very tired and wanted a nap. You lay down on the couch. Valkyrie stood up and ran a hand through your hair. 'Try to sleep a bit. Clear your mind. ' You nodded and shut your eyes. You heard her walk away and you drifted off to sleep.
Hours had passed after you woke up. You opened your eyes. Your eyes were all puffy from crying earlier. You looked up to meet Loki's gaze upon you. He seemed like he restrained himself. He looked even concerned.
'Hey,' he spoke, waiting for a response. You didn't answer, afraid that he might lose control and grab your throat again. And his words. They had slid through you like an invisible sword. 'Please, say something,' he demanded. Your eyes never left his as you straightened yourself.
'What do you want me to say?' you asked. He shrugged.
'Anything.' You chose your next words carefully. Okay, you didn't. They escaped your mouth before you could stop them.
'Well ... fuck you,' you whispered softly. He smiled a little.
'I guess I deserved that one,' he said. A smile creeping upon his lips.
'Yes, yes, you did.' You giggled, but that quickly faded when you remembered his stinging words. Your faced turned sad again.
'I'm sorry ...' he began. 'I shouldn't have lied about why I did that to you. The thing is ... 'he took a deep breath before he continued, resting a hand on your knee.
'Go on,' you whispered, scared of what his excuse going to be.
'I yelled at you because ...' He paused and you became frustrated. 'I think I ... love ... you.' Your heart skipped a beat and you stopped breathing for a few seconds. You exhaled sharply and just stared at him like a fool. 'When you admitted that you had feelings for me earlier, I felt a strange thing. Hope. It has been a while since I felt that. ' He took his hands in yours. 'The moment I was taking over New York and saw you for the first time at the Stark Tower, I couldn't help but think you were going to be different ...' You melted on the spot. You cuddled up to him as he continued. 'So I did. I kissed you that day. And when I was imprisoned for two year, there was not one moment that I was not thinking about you. ' You lay your head on your shoulder and listened. 'So when I escaped, I came straight back to you. And eventually kidnaped you ... that didn't went according to plan, but yet, here we are ... '
He slowly wrapped an arm around your shoulder and you let him.
'I didn't know that ... Are you lying to me again?' He smiled a genuine.
'No, I am not. I love you, Y / N. ' The two of you looked at each other and slowly leaned in.
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