Regret.. ( Bucky)
Part 4 of Meeting The Psychiatrist
Ahana was feeling dizzy.. Her head was feeling heavy.. She slowly got up from her bed..
She checked her wrist it was bandaged nicely..
She remembered everything.. Bucky got an attack.. He punched her..
" Stay away from me.. " He was shouting..
She fell Unconscious..
" Bucky!!! " Ahana panicked..
Where is he.. Is he okay??
She quickly came downstairs.. Her heart flinched at the sight..
Bucky was sitting on the floor his head between his hand.. He was mildy trembling..
Ahana slowly went to him and bent down..
" Bucky? " She mumbled softly..
His eyes shot up immediately.. It was red.. He was crying..
" I am sorry.. I didn't know what happened to me.. I just.. I zoned out.. I broke your wrist .. I punched you on your face.." His voice choked
" And you're still here by my side.. Asking me if I am okay.. Comforting me.. How can you be so good?? " He asked.. It was a mere whisper.. His eyes were adoring her face..
" Bucky " Ahana quickly embraced him in her arms..
" It was not your fault .. You don't need to be sorry.. I knew something like can happen.. So calm down.. Stop crying.. " She said running her hand through his hair..
" And see I am fine.. I will be okay in some days.. " She said.. Bucky pulled himself out..
" Thanks for this bandage.. Thank you" Ahana smiled at him and sat on the floor beside him..
Bucky didn't respond.. His hand went to her face tracing her lips which were swollen due to the hard punch..
He flinched at the feeling..
Ahana's breath hitched in her throat..she closed her eyes.. She has never been this close someone..
Bucky leaned in slowly.. He knew this wasn't right.. But he couldn't stop himself..
He slowly put his lips over her swollen lips for a feathery kiss.. He had no intention of hurting her again..
Her lips felt amazing.. He felt as if was made for him and him only.. His hand rested firmly on her waist.. Trying pull her as close as he can..
Ahana's hold on his shirt became tight.. She was feeling butterflies in her stomach .. Her brain was screaming to stop.. She was feeling a little bit pain..But she didn't care
The feeling was unbelievably beautiful..
They pulled out being out of the breath..
Both of them had their eyes closed..
" This is not right Bucky.. You're my patient.. This is soo unprofessional of me.. " Ahana said letting his hold on Bucky loose... Bucky was still looking at her with adoration..
" I like you.. No.. I.. I love you actually" Bucky said out of nowhere..
Ahana was startled at this sudden confession.. Her cheeks were flushed
" Bucky I... " Ahana was at lose of words..
" You don't to reciprocate my feelings.. I just felt like saying this.. " Bucky said with small smile..
" I know you don't love me.. And that's totally okay.. I hope you will still be my doctor.. As a friend.. " He smiled at her..
" Yeah.. I am still your Doctor.. " Ahana whispered
He cupped her face and kissed gently on her forehead
" Thank you for everything.. " He mumbled with a smile..
Ahana had no idea what to say.. She was feeling she collapse out of confusion..
" You should go home.. " She said exhaling heavily..
" And yeah.. Go straight to your house.. Don't roam here and there.. And text me after reaching home.. " Ahana said .. Her voice was covered with concern . .
" I will.. " Bucky said cutely..
Ahana blushed furiously.. She had no idea how to control it..
" Yeah.. Good night.. " She said looking elsewhere..
Bucky kept staring at her ... Trying to observe every little detail of her face
" Bye ... " He said.. He was about to leave when ahana said
" You have a session day after tomorrow.." Ahana smiled softly..
" I will be on time.. " Bucky said and left..
Ahana closed the door and sighed..
She touched her lips..
Bucky's touch still lingered over that
She sat on the couch..
She was totally exhausted..
Both mentally and physically..
After her last encounter with Bucky.. She knew she loved Bucky.. No one made her feel the way he did... His stare , his touch made her feel spacial .. But she was too stubborn to accept ...
She always kept professional relation with each of her patients.. It was a principle she followed..
But this time it was different.. She was stand straight on her own principle..
She dragged her tired frame into her bedroom and threw herself onto the bed..
But she knew she is going to have a sleepless night...
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" Ohhh my god.. Is she okay now?? " Was Steve's first reaction.. After knowing what happened..
" Yeah... I bandaged her hand.. That's the all .. " Bucky said.. Guilty with his actions..
" It's okay brother.. It's wasn't your fault though.. " Steve said patting his shoulder .
" BTW.. Sorry for lying.. " Bucky apologized..
" Ohh.. Don't.. I knew you were going to meet her Only.. I just know to well you see.. " Steve teased him..
Bucky chuckled lightly..
Steve stared at him for a while..
" Bucky are you still hiding something?? " Steve asked
" I confessed that I love her.. " Bucky said grinning widely..
" What.. What????? You did.. What did she say?? " Steve asked excitedly
" Um.. She didn't say anything.. She just said it's not right.. " Bucky looking at his excited friend..
" But you know.. I don't have any regrets for that.. I love her.. That doesn't mean that she will have to love me back.. I just felt like confessing so I did.. I just feel lucky enough that she is still sticking around for treating me.. Even after all this.. " Bucky smiled at him..
Steve threw a proud smile at him
" I am soo proud of you Buck.. So proud.. " He hugged him
" I know.. I know " Bucky laughed while hugging him back..
" She said she will conduct the session next weak.. " Bucky said
" Well fair enough.. " Steve said..
They wished other night..
And they parted ways to into their room..
Bucky knew sleep is far away from him..
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Here goes the second last part..
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