Part 5 of Meeting the Psychiatrist

It's been three days since that incident..
How much she tried to suppress her feelings for bucky.. The more they evolved..
She knew that she is in serious love with this metal armed man.. She will have to so something about him..

She cuckled thinking her situation..
She always wanted to date someone who is settled.. Is in good place mentally.. She didn't want family melodrama in her life.. Being a Psychiatrist.. She had a lot mental pressure to handle.. She wanted some peace in her love life..

But life had other plans..
She is in love with a man who is totally broken mentally. Needs a lot of care .. Lot of affection.. And surprisingly.. She was okay with that..
She was okay with little more dramatic life..

She kept the empty cup of coffee on the basin.. And quickly called Bucky..

He picked the call quickly..

" Hey! " Bucky picked up the call.. He seemed to be in a good mood

" Hi.. Umm.. How are you.. Like you okay?? .. Umm. " Ahana had no idea what to ask!

" Yeah.. I am okay.. Less nightmares.. Good sleep.. " Bucky answered.. He was a bit confused at the uncertainty of ahana's voice..
Since Her voice was always had confidence..

"Yeah.. Ermm.. How's Mr Rogers..?? " Ahana cursed herself for asking such stupid question

" Umm.. Well.. Mr. Rogers is fine.. " Bucky said

" You want to tell me something?? " Bucky asked

" Can we meet? " Ahana asked .. Before Bucky could answer she said

" You know what.. Just forget it.. Forget that I called you.. " She said and hung up..

Some msg popped into her phone.. It was from Bucky..

" ( Address of Cafe)
   I heard they make best chocolate chip cookies.. "
Ahana couldn't help but smile at his msg.. She remembered when she told him that she love chocolate chip cookies but can't really make one..

" So my friend's going on a date! " Steve grinned

" Well I am not sure!!.. If it's a date or... What if she just wants to tell me that she don't want see me again.. " Bucky was trying to figure all the possible consequence..

" I don't think so.. She doesn't seem like that.. " Steve said sounding reasonable..

Steve's  assurance relived Bucky a little..

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Ahana was fiddling two dresses.. She was unable to choose one..

She video called one of her best friend.. Who knew that she is treating Bucky..

" Tell me which one is good?? " Ahana asked showing two dresses

" Going for date or what?? " Her friend smirked

" I don't know.. Maybe.. Kinda! " Ahana rolled her eyes..

" Is it that hot shot metal armed dude??? " Her friend asked

" Well.. Yeah! " Ahana said calmly..

"Go for that floral one..Well all the best girl.. " She said

" Yeah.. Bye! " Ahana chuckled and hung up..

She kept her hair open and applied red lipstick to highlight her features..

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It's been 15 minutes since she came to cafe.. And Bucky was nowhere to be seen..

" Did he ditched it! Did he forgot!! " Her chain of thoughts were broken by someone's desperate apology..
It was none other than Mr. Barnes!!

" I am so sorry.. Really very sorry.. I was pretty confused about what to wear.. Then this evening traffic made even more late.. Thank you for waiting.. And yeah.. Sorry once again.." Bucky said.. His face proved that he was guilty for being late..

" It's okay.. Sit .. Calm down. " Ahana chuckled at his reactions..

" I thought you ditched the meeting " Ahana chuckled shyly..

" Are you mad? How can I? " Bucky's eyes went wide.. Listening to her thought..

In the mean time.. They ordered coffee and chocolate chip cookies..

" Okay.. You wanted to tell me something.. " Bucky said reading her expression..

" Yeah.. Well.. Umm.. I.. " Ahana was fiddling with her words  .

Bucky held her hand lightly..
" Don't worry about what I will think.. Just spit it out " Bucky said with assuring smile..

" Yeah.. You know after that day.. I have been thinking about you a lot.. Like a lot.. Whatever I do.. I just can't get you out of my head... What ever I do..your face..your talks peep into my mind...every damn song reminds me of you..It's not that.. I.. I don't like thinking about you.. It's  just that  It's.. It's out of ethics.. " Ahana said in one go.. She wasn't looking at Bucky..

Bucky had an amused smile on his face..

" I want to love you.. I really do.. And somehow .. Deep within I know I love you.. Yeah.. I.. I know that.. But I am just not ready to accept it.. " Ahana sighed heavily...

Bucky was about to open his mouth for saying something.. But ahana asked him to be quiet

" I want to be your strength ....I don't want to be your weakness Bucky.. I don't to be your weakness " Ahana at last looked at him..

Bucky's mind was still processing her long lecture.. His heart was beating too fast listening that Ahana loves him too.. After a while he said

" You are my weakness and strength too.. You helped me leading a normal life.. That's why you're my strength.. You're too precious to lose.. That's why you're my weakness.. And I need both.. " Bucky smiled widely at her..

Ahana was looking at him with adoration..

" You have no idea how fast my heart is beating.. " Bucky chuckled..

" You don't need to be worried about being my weakness..you love me..thats Enough for me.." He said

Ahana smiled at him.. She realized Bucky's love for her is deeper than she thought..

" I love you Bucky.. I just love you so much.." She giggled lightly..

" I love you too.. " Bucky smiled..

" My confession was the most unromantic one of the decade! " Ahana laughed.. She stuffed her mouth with the last cookie..

" It was still the most beautiful one.. " Bucky said.. He was staring at her intently...

" What??? " She asked..

" Let's go for walk.. " Bucky said

" Sounds great! " Ahana grinned..

It was getting dark.. Bucky and Ahana walked on the footpaths..
Ahana held him By his metal arm.. At first his muscles tightened.. But after a while.. It relaxed under her hold.

" You're so warm.. " Bucky whispered softly

" You're so cold! " Ahana giggled .. Bucky wrapped his hand around her arms and pulled her closer...

Ahana leaned onto Bucky's muscular structure..

For them it was most simple yet most intimate thing..

" I never thought.. Someone can love me.. Or I can fall in love with someone.. " Bucky smiled softly..

" You should not think that.. You're totally lovable.. " Ahana said looking at him.. Smiling ear to ear.

Bucky stopped in his tracks . . He turned ahana fully towards him.. And captured her lips softly
Ahana smiled at the feeling of his lips onto her... Her one went to tangle itself in his soft hair locks.. And other one rested on his metal arm..

Bucky's hand gripped her waist firmly.. Pulling her close..

It was a slow and sweet kiss.. They enjoyed each other's presence.. There was rush.. No desperation..

They broke the kiss being out of air..
Ahana giggled gingerly.. And placed some quick kisses on his forehead, eyes, and cheeks..

Bucky was still holding her close enjoying her warmth.. As it crept inside him..

Bucky cupped her face.. Looking into her honey brown eyes he said..
" I love you more.. " She grinned widely as Bucky kissed her nose..

She wrapped her arms around his neck..
" It's getting late.. We should go home.." She said

" But.. " Bucky was cut off by her..

" I am still your Bucky.. And you need rest.. That's more important.. " Ahana said suddenly her voice became stern..

" Okay Miss Doctor. " Bucky pouted like a child..

" Let me drop you at least.. " Bucky suggested

" Yeah sure! " She said..

After a while they reached her house...

" So.. See you in the next session.. " Ahana smiled..

" Yes.. Doc.. Good night " He said hugging her tightly

" Good night Bucky.. " She said.. Her head resting on the crook of his neck...

Ahana held him closer.. She knew she will do anything to fix this broken man...

Bucky inhaled her scent.. He knew that he have found his hope.. Hope which will keep him strong..

Hope. It is the only thing stronger than fear.
- The Hunger Games

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