Asexual Kurt

Kurt loved Logan. He really, really did, and he was so happy being Logan's boyfriend. It was Kurt's love for Logan that made him nervous about telling the man that he was asexual. Kurt knew that Logan was unlikely to reject Kurt's sexuality, but Kurt had had bad experiences with partners in the past that made him nervous. Kurt also knew that there was nothing wrong with him, and that if Logan couldn't accept him for who he was, then Logan wasn't worth his time. But Kurt was still nervous. 

Kurt and Logan had been dating for a few months and hadn't had sex before, not that Logan hadn't tried, and Logan never pushed Kurt into anything he wasn't comfortable with. The truth was though, Kurt was comfortable with a lot. He liked kissing Logan, a lot, and he really liked cuddling with Logan, as Kurt was a very physically affectionate person. Kurt was also comfortable with Logan taking off his shirt for him, which usually lead to Kurt pulling Logan against him in a close hug, and purring loudly into the embrace. Kurt was even comfortable cuddling Logan sans pants, and whenever they would spend the night together, Kurt would often sleep in just his boxers. Kurt just wasn't comfortable with sex, and he knew that he was going to have to tell Logan that soon, and the opportunity to do so presented itself to Kurt rather quickly. 

Kurt was laying back on Logan's bed, with Logan hovering above him, and the two men were making out. Kurt purred loudly, his tail flicking around happily, as Logan ran his hands up Kurt's torsoe, pulling his shirt up and over his head in the process. However, when Logan went to remove Kurt's pants, Kurt quit purring and sat up to pull away, glad that Logan had moved back to give him enough space. Logan looked concerned, which caused Kurt to panic a little, worried that the man might be mad at him. 

"Kurt, is everything ok? I didn't upset you somehow did I?" Logan asked.

"No you didn't." Kurt assured. 

"I think we should talk." Logan relaxed, moving so he sat comfortably on the bed, and reached over the side of it to hand Kurt his shirt back, hoping that would make the man feel more comfortable. "Can you tell me why you don't want to have sex? I've been trying to respect your boundaries, but I have to admit, it's a bit hard when I'm not completely sure what they are. Is it something to do with me?"

"No, it's not you at all." Kurt rushed to assure leaning forward to grab one of Logan's hands, feeling a bit upset. He hadn't meant to hurt Logan. "You're great, and fantastic, and I love being your boyfriend. It's just...I'm asexual. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before." 

"Oh. Well that's ok. I don't mind not having sex, I was just worried that the reason was because there was something wrong with me, and I wanted to make sure you were happy in our relationship."

"I really, really am. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before. I guess I was just worried that you wouldn't understand." Kurt looked embarrassed, but felt better when Logan pulled him into a warm, loving hug. 

"Of course I understand." Logan assured before pulling away from the hug and looking Kurt in the eyes. Logan looked so genuine, and happy, and loving as he stared at Kurt. "We need to have a serious talk. I want you to tell me your boundaries, because I want to make sure that I don't accidently cross any."

"I'm comfortable with hugging, and kissing, and cuddling, and all of that fun stuff, and I don't mind you taking off my shirt. I just don't want to have sex, and I think I prefer it when I take my pants off myself, like when we're going to bed and stuff. I don't think I'm too comfortable with being naked when I'm not alone though." Kurt replied, and he rushed to clarify that it wasn't that Logan made him uncomfortable, or anything like that, but Logan interrupted him with a reassuring smile. 

"It's ok Kurt, you don't need to apologise, or explain yourself. I understand that you asexual and you have you preferences on what makes you comfortable just like I do. I'm not offended." Logan moved so that he was sitting next to Kurt instead of across from him and grabbed the man's hand, holding it lovingly. "Thank you for telling me."

Logan kissed Kurt's forehead, making the man purr happily. Logan began to place tender kisses down Kurt's cheeks, along his jaw, down his neck and chest until he reached Kurt's stomach. Logan placed one last, very tender kiss on the soft fur of Kurt's stomach, before surprising Kurt with a loud raspberry blown into his stomach. Kurt squirmed and giggled loudly, making Logan grin as he sat back up, and pulled Kurt into a hug. 

Kurt fell asleep in Logan's arms, with Logan carding his hands through Kurt's hair as he purred lightly and flicked his tail happily. Kurt knew that he was going to be happy with Logan, and that after a long chain of bad partners, he had finally found his soulmate. 

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