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(Warning, if you are not comfortable with trans Patton or gender dysphoria, skip this one-shot.)
Patton sighed as he stepped into the bathroom to take a shower, stopping at the mirror than looking at his chest in the mirror as he didn't have his chest binder on and forgot what his chest looked like without it, going and touching his chest slowly making him cringe as he felt them.
He whimpered and hugged himself sadly, wishing he could just get rid of them, not wanting to be a girl anymore. He then ran his hands down to his curvy hips and sighed, wishing for something else to be gone as well. He then stopped and looked at himself, loathing the fact he looked like a girl still without his chest binder, going and hugging his chest again trying to hide away his chest and the shame he felt just looking at himself.
There was a knock on the bathroom door and the sound of Roman's voice. "Hurry up in there, Patt! I gotta get ready for work soon!" Roman called, stopping as he didn't hear an answer from Patton for a moment. "...Patt, you okay?" He asked. Patton snapped out of his loathing trance and spoke, calling out to Roman.
"Yeah! Let me just take a quick shower, be sure to tell the other two not to come in!" He nodded and looked in the mirror, sighing and standing there for a moment before looking at his binder. He turned and went to put it on, deciding not to take a shower when Logan walked in, Patton staring up at him with wide eyes. Logan was looking down at his phone as he came into the bathroom, a towel draped over his arm. He stopped once he saw Patton was in there, his eyes widening.
"P...Patton! O-Oh-um...I didn't know y-you were in here, I-I'm terribly sorry, I-I should've knocked first...I'm really very sorry-" Logan apologized frantically, looking down at the floor quickly and blushing, accidentally glancing up at Patton a couple of times and then noticed Patton's chest, his eyes widening. Patton simply teared up and whispered.
"Yo-You-" He then noticed Logan finally notice his chest, the short boy backing away before grabbing his binder and running past him towards his room to hide, ashamed that Logan had seen him without his chest binder. He reached it, opening the door and slamming it before breaking into sobs, hugging himself and sinking to the floor as he cried harder, scared that Logan would hate or judge him forever.
"W-Wait, P-Patton!" Logan now felt awful for making Patton upset accidentally, dropping his towel and putting his phone down too, running to Patton's room. "Patton? Patton, c-can I p-please come in?" He asked, knocking worriedly.
Patton didn't answer, simply breaking down more and more as he wished he wasn't a biological girl. He then shaking got up and crawled into his bed, hiding and sobbing harder as his binder was left on the ground. Logan's face fell before he put his hand to the door handle, turning it quietly and opening the door.
"P...P-Patton?" Logan said quietly, looking around before seeing that Patton was under his blankets shaking and crying, then seeing the binder on the floor beside his bed. Patton still didn't answer or react, sobbing and shaking violently as he squeezed his chest, wishing so so so badly that he wasn't a girl anymore, that he didn't have to wear a binder that-
He then felt arms wrap around him and hug him, surprising the short terrified boy. Logan pulled Patton closer and hugged him, moving the blanket away from over his head and running his fingers through Patton's hair.
"Patton...You know how much I hate it when I see you cry..." Logan said quietly, adjusting Patton's glasses and hugging him closer.
Patton whimpered and kept crying as he looked down at his chest and whispered sadly. "Ar-Aren't you we-weirded by m-m-my ch-chest?" He looked up at Logan, tears starting to fall harder. Logan looked at Patton, his face fallen.
"Of course I'm not, Patton..." Logan lifted Patton's chin up and gently wiped under Patton's eyes, straightening Patton's glasses as he did so. Patton whimpered again.
"Wh-Why? I-I-I'm not ac-actually a g-guy... I'm just some gi-girl wanting to be one..." He sobbed harder and hid his chest more, squeezing it tightly.
"Patton...Hey...Listen to me, okay? I don't see anything wrong or weird about that..." Logan said, taking one of Patton's hands gently and holding it comfortingly. "I see absolutely nothing wrong with you being a girl wanting to be a boy." He said quietly. Patton sniffled and whimpered.
"Bu-But I lied t-to you... I-I told yo-you I was a g-guy...." He looked down at his chest, only to have his chin lifted, Patton then meeting Logan's eyes. Logan looked at Patton with soft and understanding eyes.
"You are a boy, Patton...You didn't lie to me." Logan said, squeezing Patton's hand gently. "You didn't lie." Patton whimpered and shook his head then whispering.
"Bu-But..." He sighed and looked down at his body and whispering. "I don't look like one..." He then looked back up at Logan. Logan brushed Patton's hair away from his eyes gently.
"You don't have to look like one, Patton..." He said quietly, then bringing Patton's hands to his chest. "If you want though, I'd be more than willing to help you if you were looking into it for the future..." Logan said, wanting to make sure Patton was happy. Patton then mumbled.
"Actually..." He slowly got up and went into his closet, searching around and pulling out a jar full of money, slowly bringing it to the bed, sitting down and whispering. "I...I've been saving up since I was seventeen..." He nodded and hugged it tightly. "But I don't have enough for full surgery..." Logan looked down at Patton's savings jar, biting his lip a little and thinking a little before getting up.
"Wait here." He said with a nod, hurrying out of Patton's room. After a moment, Logan came back with a jar saying 'college funds' about the same size as Patton's own jar. It was also filled almost to the top with money, Logan sitting back down and placing it beside Patton's with a small smile, looking back up at Patton. Patton's eyes widened and he shook his head frantically.
"N-No... I can't take that, that's important to your future, do-don't-" He was then cut off by a kiss from Logan, Patton slowly kissing back before pulling away then looking down at Logan's jar again. "You don't have to give it to me..." He whispered.
"I wouldn't unless I wanted to, Patton...And I really want to." Logan said, looking at Patton and pushing the jar closer to him. "I want you to be happy." Patton teared up and hugged Logan tightly, starting to sob happily, the short boy clearly happy as he then passionately kissed Logan, happy that he could finally get his surgery. Logan's eyes widened before he cupped Patton's cheeks and gently kissed him back with a smile. Patton pulled away and wiped his tears, curling up to Logan and whispering.
"Your the best boyfriend in existence..." He nodded and closed his eyes, happy tears still falling slowly. Logan smiled and pulled Patton onto his lap, hugging him close and smiling more, cupping one of Patton's cheeks and wiping his tears away.
"So are you, Patton...The best boyfriend."
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