Recently, I've been using writing and music as my drug. It's keeping my mind busy and taking it off the pain.

I've been thinking about the songs I listen to and realize a lot of the songs relate to my life exactly.

Some people aren't good for you, but you still hold them tight next to you. You know that they make you worse but you love them anyways. The thing I never got was sometimes you're not good for people. Sometimes there's such thing as going too far.

It's exactly like this song. Brendon's comparing a girl to nicotine. It's not good for him to smoke or be with this girl, yet he's addicted to it/her.

Here's Nicotine:

Cross my heart and hope to die
Burn my lungs and curse my eyes
I've lost control and I don't want it back

I'm going numb, I've been hijacked
It's a fucking drag

I taste you on my lips and I can't get rid of you
So I say damn your kiss and the awful things you do

Yeah, you're worse than nicotine, nicotine [2x]

It's better to burn than to fade away
It's better to leave than to be replaced
I'm losing to you, baby, I'm no match

I'm going numb, I've been hijacked
It's a fucking drag

I taste you on my lips and I can't get rid of you
So I say damn your kiss and the awful things you do

Yeah, you're worse than nicotine, nicotine [2x]
Yeah

Just one more hit and then we're through
'Cause you could never love me back
Cut every tie I have to you
'Cause your love's a fucking drag
But I need it so bad
Your love's a fucking drag
But I need it so bad

Yeah, you're worse than nicotine, nicotine [2x]
Yeah

~ Logan (27/9/15)