You know it when you've hit rock bottom when no other feeling you've had is worse.
It's the feeling when you're afraid of what you can do.

Life is all about decisions;
Take too long and bridges will be broken.
Choose too quickly and face regret.

I sit and look out at the passerby in the street.
None show any evidence of emotion.
It's all the same, dreary faces walking past the window.

Each one is thinking of something.
Every person has their own background story.
Each person also has their own breaking point.
Although, everyone has their own savior - whether they've found them or not.

I'd began to think that my savior was music.
Plugging my earphones in was my own little painkiller.
I could keep my head shut up by listening.

Music is far less than my savior.
I would trade music for my savior.

She smiles and waltzes into the room.
With her wings spread, I look to her feet, bouncing up a little when she walks.

That smile could warm my heart from across countries.
She has the kind of smile that motivates by appearance.
It makes you believe you can be anything you want to be and you can do anything you want to do.
It gives me hope -
Hope for this crumbling society.

I unclenched my balled up fists, the sleeves of my hoodie left sweaty and wrinkled.
I'm warm - not only from my savior - but from the temperature.
It's warm - and I am not taking this thing off.

She glances down, knowingly and then back up to my eyes.
Even her eyes seem to smile.
She's just like a dreamed my savior to be.

Decisions.
Decisions hurt you.
Decisions hurt the people you love.
Be conscious and think and you'll be successful.
Mess up and you'll be like me.

~ Logan (25/4/15)