Dream big. Always dream big, they said.

But I am done. I am so done with thinking all I should do is dream big. Because - how can I? How can I dream big in a world people destroy each other and everything they believe in. How can I when all I need in order to fulfill my dreams is money and connections instead of my passion, instead of this certain feeling inside my body that keeps me going.

It's gone. It's gone to pieces. This feeling does not exist anymore. I have nowhere to go, nowhere to put the weight off of my shoulders, no place that feels like home. I am lost, uncertain and full of pain. Fighting everything I feel every day and never going anywhere feeling safe.

So how can I dream big? How can I dream big, when I am not enough, while I am nobody?

- lliqhtred