The last few days have come and gone strangely. In that time I've been doing some heavy thinking. When I'm not plagued with a certain something.

Well, actually I'm not sure. That's the thing about this. I have to be vague at this time due to it not being confirmed or not. I want to know, but at the same time if I'm wrong than things can't go back to the way it was. I refuse to bring up something that I can't take back on the chance it is what I think it is.

My point is, I've been doing a lot of thinking and trying to figure out what to do.

I've settled on waiting. I'm going to wait until after my brother's wedding and if I'm still thinking this way as I have for the past week then I'm going to tell my mom.

From there I plan on finding out for sure. If I'm right, I'm going to have to have a lot of talks with certain people, but that's okay.

I've already made my decision about this.

I'm planning on keeping this all quiet so I'm probably not going to go into detail on what this is about.

I might come out and say it or keep it on the down-low until everything is done.

Either way, there are going to be some tough conversations in my future if this continues.

I apologize for the weird update, I like to journal my life in this book, and even though I'm being vague I will remember what this is when I read it again at a later point.

I will remember the emotions and what's happening around me as I reread it in the future.

It's one of the reasons why I write this.

Anyway, thanks for reading.

Until next time,

Later!

~MsPenguingirl1234.

Published: September 8, 2021.