It's been over a year now since I started to work towards getting credits for the Vet Tech program at a community college and I feel as if I'm getting further from my end goal.

This class is hard; it's not the professor's fault, it's just how I am.

I try and try, and I won't be getting the grade that I wanted or needed, and I still have two more classes to go, a test that will determine everything, and no time or energy to write at the end of the day.

I love working with kids and animals, but sometimes I wish I could just stay at my current job, and just write.

That sounds like the safe choice to go with, but do I really want to give up on something that I have wanted since I was six? Although, at the same time, I've slowly been working up to writing since I was six as well.

Things aren't looking good, but they could be worse. I can try to apply for the Vet Tech program after working my butt off for the required test, and if I don't get in because of my grades then I can always sign up for a few more classes and work for the grade while working.

It's not the end of the world. It's just a setback.

I can do this.

I'm just so glad that I have the rest of the summer away from school after these next two days (a review tomorrow and a final on Thursday) and I will only be working (hopefully with more hours...).

It's not the end of the world.

I can come back from this.

I'm okay. Even though I've had some rough days with anxiety, school is always a fun adventure.

After Thursday, I plan on reading some books and writing (most importantly, finishing a few of my stories on here).

I always have a week off in two weeks so I can go up north to my cabin from June 29th-July 6th.

I plan on writing a lot for the rest of the summer.

So there's my life update - oh! I almost forgot!

During this past week, I moved into a bigger room in my house and I am in love!

Soon I will need a bigger bed (twin size isn't big enough for me and my cat), plus a few miscellaneous things.

Anyway, I just wanted to give an update on me. I realized I haven't talked with hardly anyone recently (school's fault) and that I am at peace with where I am in life and school.

Later!

~MsPenguingirl1234.

Published: June 18, 19.