To start off this little update I will say it one more time (most likely won't be the last...XD),  I AM EXTREMELY SPOILED!

First of all, my boyfriend is amazing, but can be a butt sometimes. I woke up this morning REALLY not feeling well after last night's fiasco with my anxiety. So, I was texting him saying I wasn't feeling up to it. But, he wouldn't take no for an answer, though finally I caved and I picked him and his sister up.

Second of all, he knows well enough. And, once we got the parking lot for the frozen yogurt place, he immediately asked, 'have you eaten anything yet?' My response was no.

With my anxiety I lose my appetite, but I was still queasy from the sandwich last night.  I told him that and his sister was talking about how I wasn't looking very well (I had told her after she started talking that getting out is a good thing. Plus, I should have eaten something before I had left the house).

After going to the frozen yogurt place (I didn't get anything), we walked around the festival that's in my city. There was hardly anything there this year, but even walking around wasn't helping with my temperature (I forgot to mention I was REALLY hot last night with everything going on and I was too lazy to go back and mention it either...I mean I went to bed with no blanket last night). Anyway, he got me a smoothie and it helped with my stomach.

After walking around and not really knowing where we were going, we went back to the van and went to McDonald's because I was craving chicken nuggets. When my boyfriend was ordering, guess what he did?

ORDERED MY ANOTHER SWEET TEA!

Dude, I will forever love him for spoiling me so much...

While we were eating, I think I had a small panic attack, but he helped me...though, I think he knows that...

I had only ate four of the eight pieces of chicken nuggets and maybe a quarter of sweet tea when we went to his house. We sat there for forty minutes playing Call Of Duty on Xbox with his sister.

After we watched half of a movie, then I dropped him off somewhere. I came back home and ate the rest of my nuggets.

And...well, here I am. On my bed, writing an update.

One thing I do what you to get out of this is, even if you don't feel like eating, you should always have something. It's a bad habit of mine, not eating. And, the reason I share so many things about my boyfriend is because you NEED someone who can help with your anxiety. My boyfriend can be stupid and immature at times, but we balance each other out and we really help each other.

You don't have to be in a romantic relationship to have a relationship like this, you make a good relationship like mine with a parent, family member, a friend, or whatever and whoever. All you need is trust and a understanding.

Though, act smart. Don't trust too easily, make them work towards it and then you can tell if they really want and deserve your trust if they work hard enough for it.

That's what happen to me. I got into a relationship with someone who I trusted too easily...it didn't turn out great...

Now, I KNOW I'm in a better relationship...especially compared to my last one...

Well, there's my update. And, werewolfboy123, I AM NOT THE ONLY MEMBER OF OURCRAZYFAMILY, YOU HAVE OTHER VIRTUAL SIBLINGS TO TALK TO!

Jeez, I love you like a brother, but you are part of a family now and you should socialize with them too...

Okay, bye.

~MsPenguingirl1234.

Published: June 22, 2016.