I have been thinking about writing for a while now. I had even written some thoughts done days ago, but the words don't seem right.

School has been...challenging.

Good news is, I'm halfway through the class. Bad news, it only gets more difficult as time isn't on our side.

It's four days a week, five hours long, and chemistry isn't an easy subject for such a short time period.

Although, I don't have anyone else to blame but myself.

That's what we've been telling ourselves and each other. We did this to ourselves, but I'm glad I'm taking this class. The adventures so far have been crazy.

I've made some friends who I can laugh and study with. And the girl I sit next to has been a great help.

Yeah, it's been tough. The stress has been high, though manageable. It's the depression that hit me yesterday that really did a number on me.

Then today with my anxiety. I almost had a very bad anxiety attack.

I felt like I was on the edge of a dark place.

I've been there before. I don't want to go there again.

Other than that, things have been pretty good. Balancing school and work, along with everything else has been tough, but I've done worse.

My grades aren't where I want them, though I have time. I just need to focus and do better.

I still have about four more quizzes, three more tests that includes the final, and seven more lab experiments.

Plus the online homework, lab work (basically questions before and after each lab and a lab report), and group quizzes.

I'm taking it day by day and once this class is over, I'm going to sleep, write, and read a book that I had bought months ago and have only read the first page (truthfully, I had read a paragraph or two at most).

I have been getting so many comments to continue writing certain books. I will continue them after this class and I get a small break from everything.

I'm hoping to take the whole week off for forth of July and spending eight to nine days up north.

Hopefully, I can get the time off from work.

Until then, I'm going to work hard and enjoy every minute that I have in this class.

Five words; summer classes are the best.

~MsPenguingirl1234

Published: May 30, 2019.