I saw this picture a couple of weeks ago and it hit me hard.

This picture changed my perspective on how I was doing things. I was looking for someone to mold into "Mr. Right" and that is why I would fail constantly with relationships.

Because everyone I picked was not right for me.

Until I broke down, cut away the bad, and here I am, crying in relief because I didn't realize how much I needed this.

I am pleased to announce that I'm officially taken.

(FYI, even though I was excited about this, I ended up not being ready and my hand is not in the best shape...I personally blame hand-crafted Christmas presents! XD)

The ring turned out too big (not in size for my finger, more of bigger on top), I have to get used to it.

No more looking. No more searching for something that I don't need anymore.

I am happy where I am. I am joyful. No one can take that joy.

I finally broke down and gave in. I said yes.

This day will be remembered as the day I made a great choice.

No more settling. I'm free...with a love and committed relationship that isn't a burden.

I'm finally me. I can be me. No more running or hiding.

Though this is a huge thing, I have kept it a secret from a lot of people. My family hasn't been aware of my choice yet, but I think most will understand my reasons.

Only a select few who are outside of my family know a bit this, I just wanted to share this on here for memory sake.

I'm fine, happy, and at peace. I keep stating that, though I truly, truly am.

It's over. My new beginning has started.

This is my new journey.

Until next time.

~MsPenguingirl1234.

Published: December 18, 2018.