Yesterday was a good day. Nothing too bad. Work was good. I didn't do as much of my to-do list as I wanted to get done, but that's okay. I'm allowed a break once and a while.

I watched a TV show before I went to bed, fell asleep pretty early as it is the new normal for me, and then I woke up a little after 1 in the morning with my stomach hurting really bad.

I tried to ignore it, but I couldn't. I know pain and that was one pain that didn't sit right with me.

I went to the bathroom thinking it was bad gas. I was very, very wrong. 

Warning: I will be talking about some bodily functions. Just a warning.

Anyway, I don't remember my thinking at the time, only that I thought it was a great idea to go downstairs once I was done.

I ended in the bathroom on the main level, sitting there with one thought, "I'm going to throw up."

There are a few things that I can't stand happening to me in this world; getting blood drawn, hiccups (might sound childish, though my hiccups hurt really badly), and throwing up.

I hate it with a passion.

A few minutes went by and my stomach finally felt better. Great.

So I ended up cleaning up (feeling like an adult instead of going my mom as I had done before), going back into my bed, and then watched a web series for an hour.

I checked my temperature this morning and it was slightly lower than my normal.

Felt fine since then.

What even happened; I have no idea.

All I know is it could be a number of things and the fact that a lot of my symptoms can be this one thing that I really hope isn't right. I have been wrong before about this.

I just can't stop thinking about this one day that happened months ago.

It could be stress, but this isn't my body's normal reaction to stress.

I don't throw up unless I'm absolutely sick. I don't bounce back this fast either.

It could be a stomach bug or...

My thoughts keep replaying over and over again what happened yesterday. I was with the infants and I held two of them in my arms at different times and it felt different than before.

I don't know. It could be nothing.

So moral of the story, I had a weird night last night and I spent a morning trying to get back to normal.

Please don't let this be normal now...

~MsPenguingirl1234.

Published: April 23, 2019.