Thursday was a very productive day...until it wasn't.

It's hard when you trust so much and next thing you know the next 24 hours bring you pain and suffering.

Lack of sleep and a constant worry of "will it happen again?"

I don't know why I'm getting so emotional over this or why I'm making it sound so dramatic, but I am so not trusting my stomach right now.

I spent over a day sick to my stomach, not trusting myself to keep food down, and staying in bed watching Netflix.

I literally went through a whole series while I was in and out of sleep.

I'm eating today which is good seeing as I hadn't eaten anything yesterday aside from not even half of a bowl of rice.

I was good with drinking water throughout the day, but I'm still a little iffy with food.

It's funny how I went from eating a lot more than usual to not eating at all.

I hate being sick. Especially, now that I'm going to be going to school four days a week and I'm working three days a week.

I had to call in sick yesterday for the second time.

I also hate calling in sick. I feel so bad about it being such late notice.

-Break line as I haven't even touched this before school started.-

Now, here I am, sitting under a staircase as I wait for my mom to pick me up from school.

That, in itself, is a long story.

My morning has not been going the best.

-Another time skip to the next day...-

Well, after I didn't finish writing this, I went on a walk all around the college campus twice. Mostly, in search of a vending machine (chips was what I really wanted) only to find an ice cream vending machine that ended with me $1.50 lost in the broken machine.

I didn't read the very, small sign that said it wasn't working properly. It gave a list of places where I could get my money back, but I didn't want to take to people after my long day so I continued walking to the next one in a different building.

Every machine I came across was broken.

I was a little upset.

Not as upset as what happened with chapter two's homework.

So, on Wednesday night I spent about an hour reading chapter two to do an online portion of homework that was like a quiz.

The one for chapter one took me about two hours to complete. That had 30 sections with each section having about three questions.

The second chapter one had 15 sections with each section having about three questions.

I started it about 8:00 on Wednesday evening, I finished about halfway through about 9:40ish when I got too tired.

I saved my progress (because I can do that with the chapter homework), and went to bed.

I woke up to my alarm at 7:00 on Thursday morning, took a shower, and then resumed my homework a few minutes before 8:00.

I had breakfast and a very short break a little after 10:00.

I didn't finish the homework until 11:30.

I have to pause typing because I am feeling the tears of panic and frustration that I felt yesterday.

The homework was due by 12:00 on Thursday, but my class starts at the same time.

I had my first exam that I hadn't really studied for because I was stuck doing the graded assignment. Which, technically, I didn't fully complete as one of the sections wasn't completed correctly all the way (still got a higher score then I did on the first one).

At this point, it was 11:30 and it takes about 30 minutes to get to the campus.

I wasn't dressed. I wasn't able to drive from the state I was in/the fact I needed to use that time to study.

Thankfully, my mother is amazing. When I came to her in a panic (and tears), explained the situation, got dressed, and ten minutes later she drove me to school and I was able to get there right on time.

But, as she had plans with a friend, I had to wait for her to pick me up.

I went on the walk, got lost a little, although found some peace after the crazy day.

Then I got hungry and went on the search for (unknown to me then) broken vending machines.

All that and I got a 70/100 on the exam.

It could have gone worse.

When I finally came back home yesterday, I watch my tv shows from the past week (that I had missed because I was studying for class), and relaxed.

A little too much I think because I didn't realize I was working today until a minute after I woke up this morning.

I'm kinda glad I clocked out two hours before I was scheduled to, I needed a little break.

Now I'm officially done with week one of six for school.

Anyway, that's my life update that took a week to complete. Literally. I started writing this last Friday.

~MsPenguingirl1234.

Published: May 17, 2019.