So, today was the annual family picnic for my dad's work. They hold it at an amusement park.

Anyway, I went on the Ferris wheel and didn't panic too much. I have a fear of heights and I was worried that I would have a panic attack, but I didn't!

I'm proud of how I well I did and that fact that today didn't go too bad.

I even got to sleep in a little bit!

Then, when I got home, I cleaned and did my chores.

I've actually got a lot done. I even made lunch and prepared for work tomorrow!

I am working four days this week instead of three, so that's going to be fun. I'm genuinely excited for this week.

And I realized something today, it goes back to something I mentioned months ago, but the list I made of qualities/things that I want and need in a husband had made me see my dating relationships differently.

I don't believe I've met my future husband yet.

The reason I say that is because I'm looking for two specific qualities that aren't being met by the current guys around me.

Right now, I want to focus on school, on work, and on writing, as well as, my relationships with the people around me in general.

Anyway, I just wanted to post about some things from my day that I didn't want to forget. Because that's one of the reasons why I created this journal; I don't want to forget how far I've come in my journey with anxiety.

Also, I played putt putt golf today and had the highest points (I lost and was in last place) in the first game and I had the lowest points (I won first place) in the second.

All in all, today was great.

~MsPenguingirl1234.

Published: July 14, 2019.