I can't tell you how much I have tried to update this book...it's crazy. XD

After days of trying, days of thinking about finishing it, and several deleted drafts...well, hopefully it's this version that WILL NOT BE DELETED!!!

There. That felt good.

Anyway, since the last time I had updated...a lot of things have happened...things that everyone doesn't realize...

Emotional, I'm unstable. I have always been so emotional and when I'm unemotional...let's just say that's the calm before the storm...

Physically, I'm tired and hurting...pretty much the usually...

Mentally...I could never answer this question...after everything I have been through...it's not an easy question...

I had done something I very much regret...I told my boyfriend (in a vague way), and I recently told someone more about it...

I'm all of the place. I haven't exactly right since...I think five...I was always an odd child.

I'm a lot like my mom...but...I'm also a lot like my dad...I used to see it as a good thing...not anymore...

So, for the big news I had mentioned, I AM AN OFFICIAL COLLEGE STUDENT!!!!!!!!!

I took the placement test and found out that I am at college level for reading (my level hasn't changed since I was twelve), I scored to the advance class for English, and...well...I got a 23 out of 100 for math...pre-algebra...

The reason behind that, I haven't done algebra for a few years. I have been doing business mathematics and other advanced classes. I start economics this year for senior year.

For right now, I am signed up for one class for college, just the required class for the first semester. I am thinking of taking the reading and English class for next semester (English is online and reading is at the college), and for the spring semester I'm doing math (...the lowest class they have...).

I used to be great at math...*Sighs* Not anymore, I guess...

So, in September I start my class. Two days a week for about two hours...

And tomorrow, I will be gone all day. I'm finally going to let go and have some fun.

Anywho, I have to go...

~MsPenguingirl1234.

Published: July 19, 2016.