Warning! This may be long and confusing.

So, today started with me having a long night and a few hours of sleep. I had made plans yesterday with my boyfriend, but this morning it became an 'I-don't-know-if-I'm-feeling-well-enough'.

Finally, after like fifteen text messages and two phone calls, it became a 'yes'. Now, for the last few weeks I have been having some really bad hair issues, like if my hair didn't stop, I seriously think I could have permanent hair damage and loss of hair (it felt like it was getting to that point here soon).

Anyway, I bargained with my mom that if washed my hair (to see if that helped the problem), I would get out of the house after eight days have being inside.

Once everything was done, I left the house heading towards my boyfriend's house with my mom's debt card for gas. My parents and younger sister (along with the dogs it seems) are going up north tomorrow. I have a birthday tomorrow, have volunteer work and hanging with the boyfriend again (he complained that we have to spend time together after not seeing each other for five days. I kind of got grounded from him for a week, but the punishment lifted earlier on Wednesday night), then Monday I'm spending 4th of July (Independence Day) with his family. So, I need the gas for the car.

After Monday, I'm not sure what I'm doing. I could go up north for a few days, though haven't decided for sure yet.

I was on my way to his house, when I past him and his sister walking to their house from 7-11. One of the first things my boyfriend said was, 'why is your hair so frizzy'. My response had been that my hair should be like that. It's not frizzy, more like it is finally healthy.

We left and went to the bank. I had deposited $85 and the car had stalled (for the third time this past month...I have no idea what's wrong with it).

We had to decide what to do next, I took a wrong turn and had to turn around (...every time I drive...). He asked me something I can never stop loving him for, 'have you eaten anything yet? Because, I know how much you don't eat'. It's not my fault, just my stomach bothering me and things happen.

So, we had a earlier dinner at Country Inn (he had joked that he was finally taking me out to a place that's not McDonald's...I wasn't complaining, it was my choice anyway), we talked and I met some of the employees because my boyfriend used to work there.

After that, we went to the gas station. Got gas after trying to open the gas tank thing (one, I have no idea what it's called. Two, it was the first time I pumped gas into the car).

We went to a park, walked around talking about TV shows/movies to superheroes. Came back to the car and talked.

We kissed and cuddled a little. I had read somewhere that you shouldn't marry the one that makes your stomach flutter, but the one that makes you safe and warm. I agree with that, he makes me feel safe, he challenges me with my anxiety, and takes care of me.

Then, the relationship goals start going around and I played a song I had thought of in that moment. In turn, we played The Phoenix, Stitches, You and I, Drive By, Fight Song, Heartbeat Song, 50 Ways To Say Goodbye, and What Makes You Beautiful. There may have been more though...

We sang them together and he was off with the lyrics...I laughed so much it turned my entire week around. Every time I see him, I remember the reasons I fell in love with him and even more some. You think I'm cheesy, you have to see our text/email conversations, he's the cheesy one.

Later, he suggested we play truth or dare. It was hard and there was more laughs. It reminded me so much of Wolf...XD

Finally, we left the park and back to my house (he insisted), after feeding my addition of gummy bears (don't judge). My parents weren't home neither was my older sister. My older brother and younger sister were in her room.

They came down and the rest of the family came home. A few minutes later, two guys came over, because my brother wanted to shoot off fireworks (my brother is weird...).

After many bottle rockets, poppers, and near death experiences, we had so much fun and laughs. I wish I got some of it on camera, but missed a lot of it...sad face...

I had told my mom to let my boyfriend be with the other guys as they shot off the fireworks. Guys and explosions...

Though, I am pretty sure my older sister got a little tipsy from drinking two wine coolers...she started burning dead leaves...my mom didn't seem to notice that my older sister wouldn't have done that unless she was a little drunk...

Anyway, once it came to 10:00 (I can't drive past ten...), I went to go drop of my boyfriend. My little sister wanted to come along to go and get a gift card for Amazon (she wants to buy a book...it's actually a little unlike her, but it's a Five Nights At Freddy's book. She will only read if it's something like that, I suppose...).

After getting the card, we dropped off my boyfriend and came home.

Singing today was by far the best thing that happened today. I know that my boyfriend accepts my flaws and helps me when I don't think I do need help.

We balance each other out.

Anywho, I have other things to do. Bye for now.

~MsPenguingirl1234.

Published: July 2, 2016.