Chanyeol POV

feeling the breeze brush my face, I smile to the own beat of music created by my mind. Driving with the windows down was never too trash than car closed and a loud music banging inside the car

"Daddy, are we there yet?" Yeri ask while tugging on the hem of my shirt

"Just a little more baby, just hold the flowers tight and never let a single petal fall from it" I said and keep her in place and safe embraced by the seat belt and flowers on her lap

It's been four years since the biggest conflict on my life happened, and it's been four years since I was blessed with a child...

"Oh I wish he would like these, I really pick the most attractive flower there so I hoped he'll be happy with these" this talkative daughter of mine said as she observe every detail of the arranged flowers we had bought a while ago

"I know he would, I know him too well" I half-sadly said keeping my eyes on the road  for the final turn of the car before stopping right where we are supposed to be few minutes ago

"Finally daddy! Come on please unbuckled me now, I can't wait to give this to him" she excitedly said trying to unbuckle the seat belt on her own but of course she couldn't so after swiftly removing mine, I reach on her and unbuckled her

"Now come on you little me" I pinch the edge of her nose before going off the car and then on her side to carry her along with the flowers on her arms

Just a eighty steps just like how I memorized it, away from where we came from, we arrived at the front most beautiful human being I've ever seen in my life...

I placed my daughter down, and kneel just right in front of him "look we bought this for you" Yeri happily said and placed down the flower beside him or should I say...right beside his name

"Hey, Hyunie...it's been a long time doesn't it?" As I traced his name with my fingers, my heart can't help but to clenched as my mind keep replaying every feature of his face and how his slender fingers matches with mine... "Daddy you're crying again..." I was snap out when Yeri reaches my cheeks and wiped my tears

"I just missed him baby, you also do, don't you? So go on tell him everything what happens to your school today" I sat down crossed legs and settle her in my arms as she begins talking to the tomb in front of us...

Just like every week of going here, she talks none stop about everything that happens to her, like how she mixed the two color and creates another color or how she hides when she broke the remote and the time she teaches her friend how to ties the ribbon of the shoes.... Everything like she was talking to a living person that chooses to listen to her blabbering

And after I guess an hour of talking, she finally finished and bid her good bye to him...

After guiding my daughter to standing up from my lap, I kneel down and lean towards the tomb and kissed his engraved name 'Park Chanhyun'

"Daddy misses you a lot baby" I whisper and give a final glimpsed on him before walking towards our car again

"I'm sorry Mr. Park, but we tried saving your son but he really can't able to live with just being a five months old inside your husband's stomach he was still lack of some organs to live, I bet you were reminded that they may be twins but the other one was two months later than the other" The doctor explains but non the less, the only thing that insert the giant's mind was 'his son already passed away'

Not being able to stand it, he walk pass the doctor and barge in the emergency room, his eyes first landed on two premature babies, one on the incubator and the smaller one the almost have the same size as his palm was lying lifeless on a flat clothes surface beside the incubator

Wordless, he walk heavily on the baby... His son, that is now as pale as cloudy sky during rainy days, and as cold as winter day

He none hesitantly carefully held the small baby on his hand, the small baby perfectly fit on his large palm, just like a tempting heavy clouds, his eyes continuously released a painful tears, by just feeling the cold human in his hand

"Daddy is here baby, come on wake up buddy" he whisper nearing his face to the small human, as he memorized every feature of it

Not thinking twice he lean to softly kiss the head of his son, and carefully he place it back on the clothed surface, he held it's tiny hand that just fit with his one finger before whispering "I love you, daddy loves you so much, appa too, he loves you so much our angel, you may not able to open your eyes to see us, always be reminded that we love you baby hm..."

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If it's hard for Chanyeol to accept losing their son, it's double when it comes to Baekhyun...

Right after recovering from the operation, Chanyeol finally decided to announce the heart breaking news to his husband

Of course at first Baekhyun cannot accept it, he screams, cry and even try to get up from the bed even though he still can't...

But eventually, four days of suffering from calming his devastated husband, when Chanyeol enter the hospital room again and now with his daughter on his arms, the midget's eyes turn into admiring from painful after seeing the baby on the giant's arm

But still not forgetting his deceased son, Baekhyun eventually became fine, just right after his daughter from his own flesh was held on his arm...

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after a nice dinner on Baekhyun's mom restaurant with Yeri, and after a king ride on our way home, this talkative beautiful young lady of mine finally find her time to sleep, so when we arrived at home, I set her on her bed and change her clothes into a comfortable one before going in to Baekhyun and I shared room

I walk towards the closet to get my pajamas and took a shower before wearing it

After being satisfied on how fresh I feel right now, I lay on our bed before reaching my phone on the side table

"I'll be home at 8 ,just need to finished these school requirements" a text from Baekhyun appears from the screen after I turn it on

Yes we're both on the third year in college now, he was taking up journalism while me, I pursue my dream to be a doctor, so yeah we're on a different university as expected

I glance on the clock beside the lamp shade, it was pass eight now Baekhyun should be home now

I turn my attention to my phone again when it beep once again "Chanyeol, I think I'll be home later as I think so just rest and don't wait for me, goodnight love u" he texted again, I just replied "okay, take care and I love you too" before putting my cell phone aside

Just like I expected, from going home to school and driving back and fort from the cemetery with Yeri, sooner than I thought my eyes went heavy and unconsciously knowing I already drifted to a deep sleep...

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I didn't know what time is it when I was disturb on my slumber with someone snuggling inside my arms, just when I'm about to open my eyes, he already captured my lips giving a short kiss on me, I know it is him *Baekhyun*

And when a flew my eyes open, he gasp a bit but soon smile with a mark of tiredness on his face

"Did I wake you up?" He softly said caressing me on forehead "You always do when you came home late" I said and pull his body closer on me

"Sorry not sorry, I just want a goodnight kiss so you can sleep again now"

"You okay?" I ask when I noticed how his eyes droop and his voice slowly faint

"Yeah, just a bit tired" he move his face closer to mine until our forehead touches same as our nose

I observe his face, it screams tiredness seriously, but then just like what other couples do sometimes at the midnight my mind went hazy so wordlessly I hovered him making him gasp and force to open his eyes again

"Baek, your tired I know...but you know it's been a long time since the last time we did it" I said as I ghost my lips on his neck leaving feather like kisses on him

Gaining no response from him, I turn my head to look at him, he was bitting his lips so unconsciously I captured his lips, kissing him passionately but no tongue included, and soon he sway his head away making me disappointed

"W-what if mo--"

"Baekhyun, we just moved out from our house, so no mom, dad or noona will hear us"

"If that so...let's give Yeri a sibling"

And yes, we're finally living on our own roof

End..

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So it finally ends here... I don't know if you guys will be satisfied on how I end it, but yes it just ends there...

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