LUTSR 30
Chanyeol POV
it's been three days since he left me, it's been three days since I last saw him, been three days since I finally feel my first heart break and it's been three days since I last came out of my room
I'm still in our province, I can't find any reason to get out of this room, I had never talk to anyone since then, I'm just too lazy to do everything
I do nothing but lay on my bed crying and sleep when I got tired. They tried to convince me to get up but what can I do? I have no energy
And I'm mad at them, it's their fault why Baekhyun left me
I breath deeply and watch the empty ceiling of my room, but why is it everywhere I look. It's his face I only see
*RINGGG*
I lazily grab my phone beside me, cause it's been ringing for the hundred times now
I answer it and just turn it into loud speaker and put it beside my head after I answer it
"Chanyeol, it's mom... How are you? Mommy miss you so much please come back home"
I nearly break when I hear my mom's sobs and cracked voice, and you know? Baekhyun and his mom moved out from our house already that day after he left me...
"Chanyeol-ah, please be strong for mom and dad... Come home now, we're here for you"
She continue and that's when my tears start falling again, how can I be so stupid while I'm breaking I also caused damage to other people now and what's worst is it's my mom and dad who is now hurting all because me
"Baby, mom will wait for you hmn? I love you" she said before the line ended
"I'm sorry mom" was all I can say
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Baekhyun POV
"You know, no one can be more stupid than you" I rolled my eyes getting fed up of that words
"Yeah right Jongin! You said that to me like a thousand of times now" I slam myself to our couch in front of this nagging kkamjong
He just came here in our new apartment just to nag at me again, I wonder if Kyungsoo ever taped his talkative mouth
"Listen, you already have him and with just that reason you dump him just like that? Just think of those years we've waste just to stalk him"
He said like a frustrated mother to his son
"Yeah right, remember Jongin you also did that to Kyungsoo" I talk back that made him quiet and think for a moment
"But it's because I have reasonable reason, his mom insulted me from head to toe, but Chanyeol grandma never did that to you, she just tell you what she thinks or what she wanted"
"Wow what a good friend Jongin, tch! Enough of that nag, let bygones be bygones" I stand up and went beside him to pats his shoulder
"But you're still an idiot who le--"
"--you'll shut up or I'll call your boyfriend and say to him that we're having a thing whenever you come here" I said with a sassy tone and made him widens his eyes and later on gave me a 'I can't believed you' look
"Alright I'll shut up, but don't ever cry if you ever saw him with another person" with that I feel my heart skip beat, can I afford seeing him with someone else?
"I-... Let...I'll ju-just let it be...s-since that is what I w-wanted" I stutter cause I can't breath properly cause pain is invading my heart and it's suffocating me right now
"You're not a great liar my dear best friend, I wish you'll wake up from your bad bad dream and get your prince charming back before some Anastasia *Cinderella sister* get him"
He stand up and I just keep my sight on him while he wear back his jacket
"J-Jongin-ah, do you think he'll still accept me?"
I nervously asked even though he also don't know the answer to my question that only Chanyeol can answer that question
"Why not give it a try, just remember I'm always here for you! So I'll go now, My dad needs me in his office, I'll see you when I have time"
With that he quickly vanish from our apartment and me, I start pacing out thinking ways of how will I get Chanyeol back...
Where will I start? What will I do? What am I going to say? What will be the answer I will get? How will I react if he ever rejected me cause I know I caused too much pain to him
Questions keeps running to my head, those question that I can't answer without Chanyeol...
I was so drown in my thoughts when suddenly a phone call bring me to my senses again
I grab my ringing phone and answer it right away
"Mom?"
"Baekie, I need you here in our restore can you come?"
"Alright mom, be there in a minute"
I ended the call and quickly changes my clothes before getting out of our apartment and locked it
Our restore was just a walk away from where we moved in so it's just easy for me and mom to go back and fort there
When I was about to cross the road, my cellphone rings again...
Unknown Number Calling
I stared at it for a moment thinking if I will answer it or not, but I decided to answer it anyway
"Hello? Who's this?"
"Hyun-ah" that voice...it's so familiar to my ears
"W-who is this" i ask again just to make sure I'm not wrong
"How come you already forgotten me"
"Is this Kris? Kris hyung?"
I started walking again as I wait for him to answer
"Wow, my hyunie still remember me" I got excited when I knew it was him
"Omg, it's really you! How did you get my number? Where are you!!! I- ouch! I'm sorry"
Before I could finish my words I bumped into someone and I quickly apologize bowing my head knowing I'm the one who bumped him
"Hey, what happen? You alright?" Kris hyung asked with a worried tone
"I'm sorry sir" I apologize again and still bowing my head cause I'm scared that he'll yell at my face
"Baekhyun-ah you still there?" I quickly bring my phone back to my ears when I heard Kris hyung speak
"Yes I'm still here" I look up, and unfortunately my eyes met someone else's eyes that makes my heart beat faster than normal
"I- ah, I'll j-just call you l-later bye" I put down my phone and didn't break our stare
Gosh I miss him so much...
My eyes became blurry cause tears start forming in my eyes again, I examined his face like I haven't seen it for almost years
My tears start falling from my eyes and that cause me to see his face clearer
When our eyes met again, I saw nothing but longingness on it, I was about to reach his right cheek when someone stand beside him and cling on his arm
"Oppa, where have you been? I've been looking for you" the fine looking lady said
I just feel my heart break into million pieces again, after looking at the woman who clings on his arm I look at him again and that's when he avoided my gaze to him
Why does it hurt so much? I knew it would happen but I didn't expect to be this soon...
"Oh! Who's this? Is he your friend?" The lady noticed me and points at me
"N-no...let's go Mabel" *omg I used a lot of woman for CY here* I tried not to break down here because his words hit me like a truck
"W-wait!" I exclaimed when they were about to leave, and that made them both look back to me
"I'm Byun Baekhyun's friend...he told me that he misses you a lot, and that he regret a lot of things he has done, but yet he's happy for you Chanyeol"
I hardly breath while I'm saying those words to him, I tried not to cry so hard and tried to act that I'm not hurting myself right now...
"T-that's what he wanted me t-to say to you, I'll g-go now" I turned around and finally let my tears flow
"I love you Chanyeol, and I regret letting you let go of me"
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I tried my best finishing this chapter, I literally almost cry while writing this... Hope you guys enjoy it
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