I couldn't find my headphones or my airpods, so I grabbed my speaker. Those dumbass kids were still reading my diary, I turned my music on low. I didn't want to bump too loud, I laid back in the cocoon.

I had pressed play, I went in my carry on and grabbed my unicorn stuffed animal that my mom had given me. I kissed its horn as a tear rolled down, I didn't even bother wiping it. I just let it go, I hummed along with the song.

In the next cocoon:

I watched Amelie Wu, she was beautiful. I don't know why she wrote those things in her diary, about not thinking she was beautiful. She just needs some love and attention, I knew what she was doing. She probably didn't know how to express herself, but she expressed herself really well when we met her and her father.

I had overheard her father talking to manager, about one of us being a candidate for marriage. But with us going into the military, I didn't know how that could happen. Should we try? Would she wait for us? That's been on my mind this in entire time.

"Hey Xiumin, are you planning on dating her?" I had asked him.

He let out a sigh, "I would but she's not my type!"
He explained.

"How? She's beautiful! How the hell is she not your type?" I had asked him.

"Oh honey, I bat for the team." he says.

"Oh, well that explains it!" I blush and turn away.

I could hear him laugh quietly as both RM & Jin look at him wide eyed, I looked back over. "Quit staring at him, its rude!" I glare at both my Hyung and younger brother.

"Hey Yoon-gi, why'd you ask if I would date her?" Xiumin said.

"Well- I I'm, nothing just the conversation I heard that her father and manager had. Apparently the 7 of us are on his list of potential husbands, I was just wondering."

"Oh, shit! Hyung's got a crush!"

I stood up quickly, to see the maknae line looking anywhere but at me whistling. "Which one of you kids said it?"

RM pointed to Jhope.
Jhope pointed to Hyung.
Hyung pointed to Me. (wtf!?)
Jimin pointed to Taehyung.
Taehyung pointed to both Jimin & Jungkook.
Jungkook pointed to Jimin.

"Aish, whatever damn kids sticking their noses where it don't belong!"

"How old is she anyway?"

"She'll be 25 on August 15, we'll be in Hong Kong on that day. Its her grandmother's birthday, on the 14th. You guys should come, you guys just finished your your right?!"

"Grandmother Yu is the most nicest, yet fiercest grandmother I've ever met. Plus this time Amelie can go pay respects to her mother. I've only known her for about 2 months, she went on a date with my older brother Kai. She out him in his place, In usually a guard for my brother but since her dad saw how we clicked. He said I could guard her, what Amelie doesn't know is this trip was approved by him. I don't have the heart to tell her, I want her to experience everything she can before her father chooses her husband. If I didn't bat for the other team, I would but I see her more like a sister than anything else."

A few cocoons down:

Dammit I knew it was too good to be true, I wasn't going to say anything. But my backup plan was to ditch Xiumin, if father was involved somehow. So in my birthday, it is then.

I'll get my experiences one way or another. I yawned really loud, stretching. I stood up, it so quiet you could hear a pin drop. I grabbed my bag in too, I pulled out a black shopping bag. I looked at all of them, so pulled out the dried squid passing it to Jungkook. Then I put the bag on Yoon-gi's lap, I winked and said quietly "I heard everything, thanks by the way."

I stood up again, looking at them all "I rather marry a donkey, than marry someone father picks."

She's too beautiful to marry a donkey though.