Ray's POV

Sitting in the car, was helpful right now, cause as long as I am far away from her, I'm fine, I'm totally sane...
Really! I can't deal with her, ignoring me, talking to other guys.
So I just hide here, a cigarette in one hand, and a beer in another one staring, literally at some blank space on my car's ceiling.
OK maybe I should turn on the radio to distract me, I push the button that says power.

Why are you keeping me at a distance?
All that I'm asking for is forgiveness
Are you even listening?
Am I talking to myself again?
I keep on staring up at the ceiling
Waiting for you to give me some kind of reason
Are you even listening?
Am I talking to myself again?
And I know you don't owe me your love
And I know that you don't owe me nothing at all
Ain't no way I'm giving up on you

Okay, if that wasn't really obvious, I thought you're here to help me bro, but you keep on failing me.
Dude, god damn radio, I pushed next, waiting for something to refresh my mind.

My shadow's dancing
Okay, that might be something.
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
Tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?
Is it too much to ask?
Someone's moving outside
The lights come on and down the drive
I forget you're not here when I close my eyes
Do you still think of me sometimes?

Oh, no, no, this isn't cool dude, it isn't cool.
I push the next button a second time.
I took a deep breath.

I thought that it was safe to die inside your arms
I let you in I let you see this naked heart
Lesson learned sometimes love goes behind your back
I guess that's just the way we find out who we are
Was it all worth it
I'm wiser from the mess you made I feel no pain
Wiser from the storms I braved yeah I want to say

This is bullshit.
Well "Fuck you, stupid ass radio.."
I continued cursing until I felt my phone vibrating in my back pocket, I pulled myself up, and I reached, believe me, I totally failed.
This is really getting on my nerves right now, who the fuck is this in the middle of the night, who the hell-
I got my phone, after failing more than once, I didn't even look at the name.
"WHAT?"
"Hello, Ray"
When I heard my boss's voice I shut my mouth before saying more curses.
"You're completely raged, am I calling at a bad time? I'm sure it isn't, so now tell me WHERE ARE YOU?"
There was a moment of silence, why would she ask me that, she didn't tell me if I have some shooting or else.
"Um- camping? I guess!"
I said with my shy tone.
"Well, Mr.Jacob, first thing in the morning you should be here, 8 a.m seems fine to me. See you then."
SHe hangs up.
I looked at my phone and point at it like a little kid.
"Fuck you, Miss Collaby, fuck you"
"Um well I thought you changed"
I gulped before turning to find who's that assho-
Well, it's not an asshole, it's a nice hole.
Wait, what?
Anyway being the coolest person, in this whole wide F world.
I smirked, my seductive one.
"Hey, Mia, never thought that you're a creep trying to get in someone's car without them noticing, last time I checked, I don't want to be rude but, you're not that fun."
I winked at her, leaving her blushing, even if it's dark I still can feel her blushing.
"Well- as you can see that was years ago."
She said that before imitating my smirk. Then she winked.
Leaving me speechless and blinking at her.
"Oh, did you just winked at me ?"
"You winked first."
"That's what she said"
"Ugh same guy, same smile, same horrible jokes."
"I thought, you liked it."
"Seriously- i -I did, and I still do."
I blushed I really blushed, I opened my mouth in ow, and I just- did she really said that she still likes me.
Well, Ray nice IQ you got there.
I looked at her again, is she for real?
I coughed.
And here we go...
" Did y-you just said that you still like me?"
Well, that wasn't supposed to be a question, it is actually a fact.
She smiled showing me her white teeth.
"B-but y-you're the one that didn't even respond to me when I called you nights and days-"
" you are the one that said that you needed space so-"
" No, Mia, no we really needed that space, because we were fighting like wild animals because of some jealousy thing that you have in your guts"
"So i-gave-you-space"
"What?? Really, a whole fuckin year?"
" well, you need more than one year to stop cursing."
She opened the door, getting up before I hold her wrist, my seat was way down behind me, I lift her hand, getting attention from her.
"I love you, Mia, don't leave, please."
I was begging her, not any girl I stop her and begin to beg her, she's lucky though, shaking my arrogance from my stupid mind, I felt tears whelming up, well don't look at me like that I am sensitive, I watch the notebook, when I get heartbroken and ea-
She was on the top of me, I laid instantly, when did that happen?
She felt warm, wow she was on fire though, she laid on the top of me feeling her breath tickling my skin, she was actually now marking me.
What the-?
I stopped my mind from cursing, I should really stop it if that's what I get.
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It took Two knocks on the window, to make Mia jump to the back seat getting her top back on.
I buckled down the buttons of my shirt.
"Who the Fu-"
"RAY"
I sigh, I open the window to see a clear view of John shocking or shaking face I don't know the difference. So...
"Dude we were in the middle of s-"
"RAY"
Sighing again, John got up next to me. No, no, he is not doing this again.
"Please, Ray, please..."
What's wrong I can't even hear him-
"Dude hear me out, take me somewhere far far away from here, I'm not staying one minute more."
Instinctively I drove away, seeing him about to cry, not even asking him why.

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