A Shimmery Dusk

A sweet orange hue with yellowish tone radiating from every direction. The white and onyx grey clouds had a tint of pink and red behind, made them looked like a sweet cotton candy. Everything, like leaves, flowers and grass was dipped in dew, looked very fresh, very new. The breeze was very cool and everything was so calm and serene. "Ahh... What a perfect morning...", Sameer exclaimed in pleasure dressed in grey track suit, doing some warm up exercises. He took some deep breaths filled that cool and calm air in his lungs, spread his arms and took the feel of the awesome weather in that beautiful morning. Though he was not a morning person and this was a rare phenomenon for him, might be a reason that he was liking the Beauty of that sunrise so much. Naina was still sleeping, and somehow he got up early so instead of going to the bed again, he decided to go for jogging and one set of his work out session, which was a regular affair before marriage, but a long forgotten matter these days. But today he got an chance and quick enough to grab it, and go with his regular routine and let Naina complete her sleep till.

Stretching his legs, he completed his jogging and started with some core exercises and After thirty minutes end up muttering something under his breath," beta sameer, stamina bilkul gya hai tera. Itne me hi saans ful gyi. Ek to itne dino se workout nhi kiya aur upar se Naina ne ache khane khila kar mota kar diya hai. Control and concentrate on your diet." And after more 15mins, he completed his workout, first reached out for the towel and then his eyes fell on door one more time. Through out the whole workout session, his eyes were wondering near door and expecting his cute wifey. But she was nowhere in sight. Wondering that why she didn't come, making some possible reasons and Sulking for her, he mumbled," ye Naina, q nhi aayi ab tak. Uth to gyi hogi. Jrur mujhe yha dekh kar kitchen me Chali gyi hogi. Pchhh, yha q nhi aayi. Pehle yha aana chahiye tha Naa." Sulking at his best, and making some interesting faces he covered the distance between garden to kitchen, but for his surprise, Naina was not there. He looked amusingly, as only Radhe was there, doing something in utter confusion. "Bhabhiji kha hai teri", he asked not only curious but confused too.

"Pta nhi Sameer bhaiya. Aj to Bhabhiji abhi tak aayi hi nhi. Hum to khud pareshan the ki nashte aur tiffin ka kya karna hai. Aap hi bta dijiye.", Radhe replied quickly.

Sameer thought something and told," ek kaam kar, nashta tu hi bna le. Ummm, sandwich bna le bas. baki tiffin ka Abhi rehne de, Naina aayegi to bta degi. Aur haa pehle coffee bna de, meri bhi aur Naina ki bhi."

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Sameer entered in the room with a tray in hands, thought to give her a sweet surprise, but she was still sleeping. He kept the tray on side table, and raised his hand to wake her, but stopped midway. She was looking so cute, so beautiful and innocent that instantly his lips curved into a sweet smile. She was smiling in sleep, and her beautiful calming smile stopped his hand to wake her up. She was looking very beautiful and innocent, despite of some tears of night and a darkness of last week, that he never wanted to wake her and break her beautiful dreams. He slowly sit near her waist and looked at her. He was so amazed that just before some time back, he was amusing on the beauty of the nature, thinking the sunrise as the most beautiful sight, but how could he forget this sight, which he got a chance to face for the first time. He loved the feeling of waking up with her in his arms and somehow never wanted to leave her side, but her proximity was teasing him so much and also his tired muscles were demanding some stretchy relief. But again he was before her and she was still sleeping. " God Sameer, even in sleep, she is effecting you so much." He thought and smiled. And now more than her proximity, her innocence was effecting him. He mumbled inaudibly," pari ho, ya pariyo ki puri ek kahani. Jabse aayi ho, sab Badal gya hai. I wish ki meri life ki har subah itni hi khubsurat ho."

Just then she shifted and turned to change her side. All her bangles and Payal made a noise together and his eyes filled with happiness. He somehow liked this so much. Everytime when this happened, in his memory the first glimpse of her freshened, when on first night, she shifted to sit in a comfortable position and her bangles crinkled and anklets jingled together, somehow it became the most memorable and beautiful moment of his life. It's like, in his silent and deserted life, she brought the most melodious music, that touched every string of his heart successfully everytime and filled him with her Ragini. On her every step, when her anklets jingled, his heart danced along and whenever he hold her hands and those bangles made noise, an instant smile made a place on his lips. Even he didn't know some days before that a beautiful melodious addition was going to fragrant his life so serene and peaceful, that he himself would gonna fall in love with his life once again. "Tumne meri jindagi ko Sabse pyare Sangeet se bhar diya hai, Naina. Itni pyari q ho tum." , He again thought lovingly.

Thinking about her and to give her some extra sleep, he went to washroom first and then decided to wake her up. And after some moments, he was again on her side to careressing her hairs and softly calling her to wake up. She opened her eyes and mumbled a loving good morning. But before she could even sit or they could start talking, Radhe came to inform that someone had come to meet Sameer. And helplessly he moved outside.

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"Naina... Naina kya hua tumhe... Tabiyat to thik hai...", He asked worried as hell.

It was only after 15mins, when he returned in room, thinking to talk, have coffee and cherish some moments with her. But seeing her still in bed, but sitting and resting her head on backrest alarmed him and in a blink of eyes he was next to her, checking the temperature and asking her so worriedly.

She opened her eyes to see the most charming, caring and loving husband by her side. Every time on his cares, on his concerns, not only her heart fluttered but her eyes also brimmed with happy tears. Never in her whole life, she experienced so much care and softness to herself. "But he is different. Yes, he is different. He is Sameer, my Sameer." ,someone from her heart whispered softly in her ears and made her smile instantly. And a loving sparkle glittered her eyes in a second, when her eyes fell on him. Smiling she replied in her sweet voice, "haa, Mai bilkul thik hu, ap fikar mat kijiye."

Though she tried hard to convince him, but he didn't satisfied and asked again, "thik ho to fr q let gayi. Coffee bhi nhi pi. College nhi Jana kya, AJ uthi bhi itni der se. Kya baat hai btao."

Hesitantly she said again, "dekhiye, Mai bilkul thik hu, aap ye sab chhodiye, bas ek kaam kar dijiye." He raises his eyebrows to ask what and she continued, "Wo, Radhe bhaiya Ko bol dijiye ki breakfast wo hi bna le, mai kitchen me nhi aaungi, aur ho sake to aj Aarti aap kar dijiye."

"Naina, tumhari tabiyat thik nahi, aur tumhe breakfast aur puja ki padi hai. Chalo hum Abhi doctor ke pass jayenge. Utho tum.", scolding and asking he tried to support her to get up.

"Abhi bhi nhi samjhe, ab kya Karu. Kaise btau. Btau kya?? Nhi btaya to doctor ke pass le jakar hi rahenge. Aahh, kya Karu Bhagwanji." ,She thought in most mortified condition of her life and taking some deep breaths trying to be prepare for most awkward moment of her life.

She slowly tried again to say something, but he was too abdament to take her to the doctor and holding her hand, continuously asking her to get up and ready to go to a doctor. Finally heaving a deep breath, she rubbed her forehead and said slowly," dekhiye, please samajhiye naa. Mai thik hu. Bas girl's problem hai, Months wali. Isiliye kitchen me nhi ja Sakti aur puja bhi."

"Girl's problem", he mumbled and tried to understand the new term, he suddenly came across. "Ye ab bhi nhi samjhe kya. Ab aur kya khu.", She again thought mortified, but suddenly the tube light of his head got on and he raised his eyebrows, when some TV advertisements with same kind of taglines made a way in his mind. He understood and for a moment felt a little awkward, as didn't understand what to say, do or ask. It was the most intimate moment till now, might be their first step towards intimacy, at one moment was feeling awkward but suddenly this thought came in his mind he felt some different emotions altogether, some feelings of coming close and a deep understanding of belongingness.  Just then she shifted and flinched. "Shit, she is flinching, means she is in pain.", He looked her closing her eyes squeezed shut and fisting, must be trying to cope up with cramps. He asked softly and concerned," ummm Naina, tum thik ho na. Tumhe kuch chahiye to nhi. Koi medicine ya fr aur kuch."

Naina replied slowly," haa, Mai thik hu. Bas aap breakfast..."

"Wo sab chhodo. Wo Radhe kar lega. Tum rest...",he again said with all his love and concern. But she flinched again and whined. And seeing her in so much pain, he couldn't help but asked," Naina, tumhe hamesha itni taklif Hoti hai kya. I mean doctor ke pass chale kya."

She smiled and replied sweetly," haa, thodi to Hoti hai, but doctor ki jarurt nhi, Mai thik ho jaungi. Aap ready ho jaiye, office ke liye der ho jayegi. Mai to college shayad nhi jaungi."

"Kaisi baate kar rhi ho, Mai office kaise ja Sakta hu tumhe aise chhod kar. Tum rest karo Mai yhi hu.",he told in decisive tone.

But she laughed faintly and said," are, itni fikar karne ki baat nhi hai. Ye monthly cycle hai, bimari nhi. Don't worry, jaiye jakar ready ho jaiye."

He thought for sometime, though she was logically right, but his heart was not ready to leave her alone in pain. But again calculating the importance of his work load and meetings of the day, he gave up and got up to be ready. Seeing him being ready, she asked that if she could sleep some more, he nodded lovingly and she slipped beneath blanket again.

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It was around 1 pm, when sameer finally came out of conference room. He got really tired, loosened his tie ordered for a coffee on intercom. Just then his PA came with some files, which needed his attention immediately. But before looking at files, he enquired that if he had any call, when he was in meeting. But got a negative reply and All his attention again transferred to his wifey only, suddenly with this answer. He saw her in pain, somehow couldn't forget that moment. Though she assured him so many ways but his heart was not satisfied. But the problem was that he didn't know anything more about her problem. He knew about the cycles, but nothing much about the problems and solutions of these days of a girl's life, but now he wanted to know but how. He was lost in his own world, when his PA again called him.

His eyes were plastered on her, but not listening to her at all. But in his heart a different confusion was going on. He thought," Nisha di se puchhu kya?? Pr  unhe Bura lga to." And perhaps it was so close that he was gonna ask but suddenly remembered something and stopped, took a deep breath and mumbled, "Sameer, tu kya pagal ho gya hai. Naina tujhe batane me itna hichkicha Rahi thi aur tu Nisha di se puchhnega. Pitenge log tujhe."

"Sir, kuch kha aapne", Nisha di asked confused. As today again her boss was not at all concentrated. Of course, after marriage it was not the first time, when he seemed so lost and confused. But Smiling she left when got a lost look as answer, as very well understanding the dilemmas and dreams of newly married life.


"Ahh, ye sab chhodo, Mai Naina se hi baat karta hu", thinking and muttering he lifted the receiver and dialled numbers of home. But soon got very irritated and made a face, when instead of her sweet voice, radhe's loud voice rang in his ears. He made a cute pout and asked quickly," tune q phone uthaya, Naina kha hai. Tune use kha nhi ki mujhe call kare uth kar, kha tha Naa maine, lekin kuch yaad nhi rehta tujhe. Chal ab phone de Naina ko."

Though he asked him so many questions in one go, but least interested to know the answers, and eagerly waiting to listen her lovely hello from the back of the receiver. But for his utter disappointment, he heard his voice only, but the answer shook him. And restlessly he left the office less than a second only muttering to Nisha to cancel all the scheduled meeting for the day.

" Bhaiya, acha hua aapne call Kiya, hum soch hi Rahe the ki kya kare. Wo Bhabhiji to Abhi tak bahar aayi hi nhi aur kuch khaya bhi nahi. Hum Gaye the nashta lekar, Lekin unhone sirf coffee pi aur Abhi bhi khane Ko mna kar diya. Hume lagta hai Bhabhiji ki tabiyat jyada hi kharab hai." Radhe's detail answer was ringing in his ears again and again, while he was driving fast to reach her sooner.

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Sameer entered in the room and something shifted in his heart immediately seeing her sitting in same position like morning, but her both hands were crossed around her belly tight. He inched closer and softly called her. She opened her eyes and saw him. Her eyes were so red that he could easily guess that she was in deep pain. He felt so helpless and cursed himself that didn't do anything to help her, and left for office in morning. But before he could say or ask anything, she asked," aap... Aap is waqt, itni jaldi kaise aa gye."

Her tired voice pricked in his heart. Something was definitely wrong with her, he could sense, but couldn't help to ease her. Never in life he felt so helpless and again tried to help her, held her hand and said," Naina.. chalo hum doctor ke pass jayenge. Mai aur nhi sununga, tumhe chalna padega bas."

Naina smiled and replied sweetly," are par doctor ke pass jakar kahenge kya, ye ki periods hai aur cramps hai. Hasega doctor. Aisa to sabke sath hota hai. Iske liye doctor ke pass thode Naa jate hai."

Sameer sighed and heaved a deep breath sat before her, thought something, hold her both hands and said slowly rubbing his thumb on the back of her palm, "um.. Naina, Mai is bare jyada nhi Janta, Lekin tumhe aise taklif me bhi nhi dekh Sakta, please mujhe btao ki Mai kaise tumhari help kar Sakta hu. I swear, tumhe aise Dard me dekh kar mujhe bhut jyada taklif ho Rahi hai. Please, tumhe kuch chahiye ya kuch bhi agar Mai kar Sakta hu to bolo Naa."

His soft deep voice echoed and soaked her soul with all the love and care, she missed in her whole life. Unable to hold back, she shifted a little, inched closer and rested her head on his chest, and said slowly after some moments of silence," mujhe naa... Mujhe chocolate khani hai. Pr ghar me nhi hai." And God knows why but her tears went soaking his shirt.

Just one moment before he was thinking about her demand of chocolate, but suddenly her tears confused him. And instinctively shifted a little more closer, he hugged her softly and said slowly, "are chocolate hi to chahiye, isme rone ki kya baat hai, Mai abhi mangwata hu naa." He stroked her hairs gently to calm her and again said softly," bas Naina, ab aur nhi please. Chalo ab chup ho jao, Mai aata hu chocolates lekar."

After some moments, she calmed and slowly pulled back. He too stood up immediately but asked before leaving," Mai aata hu chocolates lekar, aur kuch to nhi chahiye."

"Ek hot water bag bhi, please.", She replied and nodding his head he left quickly.

After almost 5 mins, he entered in the room with a plate full of food, she was resting in her old position, he sat down near her waist. Feeling him close, she opened her eyes, but looked the plate first, scrunched her nose and made a very bad face. Sameer chuckled on her cute childish gesture and said sweetly, "Naina, Radhe aata hi hoga chocolate lekar, aur hot water bag bhi ready ho jayega, tb tk tum ye khana kha lo please."
Naina sulked and shook her head, but he softly said," Naina.. khana kha lo, dekho khana khaogi to hi chocolate milegi. Please kha lo Naa." She was behaving like a kids and he tried to babying her. Slowly making some faces she nodded, and lifted her hands to take the plate. But he pulled his hand back and when she looked him questioning slowly made a bite and feed her. Suddenly Naina remembered something and asked, "aapne kha liya... Aap nhi khayenge."

"Tum khilaogi to jrur khayenge", nothing could stop him to tease her obviously.

Naina went pink and slowly made a bite to feed him. Soon they ended feeding each other, and just then Radhe came with a big packet of chocolate and the hot water bag.

"Itni sari chocolates.", She squealed in happiness and he laughed on her smile.

The water bag and chocolate gave her some relief and after sometime they were chatting, but this time not resting her head on backrest of bed, but clinging on him, resting on his chest and fisting his t-shirt. He was lovingly careressing her hairs and they were talking about his recent Mumbai trip and project. Soon he realised her even breaths and loosened muscles. "Oh, she slept... On me.. ", a feeling of closeness was surging on his soul, and feeling her close, he didn't want to pull back, so slowly slipped and pulled the blanket with her in arms. Seeing her beautiful face and stroking her silky hairs, god knows when he too slipped into a deep slumber.

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Sameer woke up with a sweet smile to see her close but his smile soon turned into frown to worry when saw her sat with her head down hiding her face in her folded knees. Her hands wrapped around her knees and the tremble was telling that she was crying. "God she is crying. But why, what happened now. Chocolates khatam ho Gye kya.", He thought and shifted quickly to reach her, and asked," Naina.", She lifted her face and he sighed seeing that she was not crying but just sat like that. "Wait.. why her eyes so red again,and why is she sitting like this", he thought again and hold her one hand while lifted other hand to careress her hairs, but before he could touch her hairs, his frown and care turned into panic and worry and he quickly checked her temperature and said worried as hell," god Naina, tumhe to bhut tez fever hai. Itna tej fever kab hua, tumne mujhe uthaya q nhi."

Naina wanted to reply something, but weakness was taking over and her words died in mouth only, and she end up mumbling something inaudible. And he came in action, threw the blanket aside and hold her to support and said," kha tha Naa doctor ke pass chalte hai, Lekin tum meri suno tab Naa. Utho Abhi aur Bina kuch bole ready hokar chalo." She too feeling that this was no more normal now and somehow gathered her all the strength to stand up. But just she tried to give weight on her legs, she limped and swayed badly. Instinctively he quickly tighten his hold around her shoulders and pulled her to support, while said along," kya hua Naina, aise q..", just his wandering eyes fell on her legs and he again panicked," shit Naina.. ye kya hai, tumhare pair itne Suz kaise gye.", He asked as her legs were abnormally swelled up. Without giving too much heed to her replies he supported her to the washroom and she somehow managed to change and freshen up. Sameer again felt a helplessness when couldn't be able to help her further.

Soon they were in car heading towards clinic. " Naina, Dipti aunty bhut achi gynaec hai. Nanu ke friend the unke papa, to humlogo ke bhut close hai. Mujhse bhi kafi free hai. Ummm, khne ka matlab ye hai ki tum bilkul bhi cautious mat hona aur aram se sab bta Dena." And her widen eyes softened immediately and she nodded understanding.

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"Are Samy boy, aao aao. Waise shadi ke Baad tumhe meri jarurat padegi, ye to pta tha but itni jaldi, ye kha pta tha.", They were welcomed by the Dipti aunty herself but her quirky mischievous comment soon made them both red.

Sameer helped Naina to sit comfortably first and then replied," kya aunty aap bhi. Wo Naina ki tabiyat thik nhi, isiliye hum..."

Dipti aunty and her teasings were never ending and she again asked teasingly, "q, kya Kiya tune ki shadi ke 15 din bhi nhi huye aur bahu ki tabiyat kharab ho gyi.. actually tu chhod. Naina tum batao bachhe kya hua." Teasing Sameer cheerfully she quickly turned to Naina and asked her very softly with utmost love and care.

Naina slowly replied with some hesitation," aunty, wo AJ periods huye hai, aur thoda fever bhi.."

But Sameer added quickly," nhi aunty, subah se bhut pain tha ise, aur Abhi to itna tez fever aur pair bhi pure swell ho Gye hai "

Both the ladies adored the young man lovingly, Dipti aunty amusingly looked at him as some days back he was too abdament to marry and now so much concerned about her. She softly smiled and asked naina that was the pain and flow like every other month or something different this time. Which she agreed that though she everytime faced this pain but it was abnormally high that day and flow was also more than normal.

She called her nurse and sent Naina with her for some basic check up of temperature and blood pressure. While she was leaving to check her sameer couldn't help but asked, "aunty, koi fikar ki baat to nhi."

Dipti aunty smiled a little and replied, "don't worry Sameer, shadi ke Baad hormonal changes hote hai, to ho jata hai kabhi kabhi."

"Hormonal changes... But achanak q",it was quite difficult for him to sit down silently.

" Come on sameer,I don't think ki ab ye bhi mujhe tumhe elaboratly btana padega.", Dipti aunty chuckled and replied mischievous tone.

Her mischievous tone alerted him and he thought something then soon said as realised," but aunty hum... Wo humne... Mera matlab hai, we have not consummated yet."

" Oh.. ok.. let me check first Naa... Fr batati hu. Thoda SA wait karo.", Dipti aunty nodded understanding and soon left answering in a professional way.

The pain of waiting that sameer felt in those brief period of time, never happened before with him. Tapping his feet restlessly, walking to and fro, and craning his neck to catch a glimpse of his life, no no his wife. And after a painful torturing wait of long 10 minutes, he finally saw Dipti aunty coming but soon frowned as naina was not with her. Dipti aunty saw his frown and restlessness, chuckled and before he could ask said herself," bhut Najuk hai teri Naina."

Sameer became even more restless and asked frantically," kya hua aunty, Naina kha hai. Kuch jyada problem hai kya." "Mujhe uski Sunni hi nhi chahiye thi, subah hi aana chahiye tha.", He asked her but eventually ended up mumbling and talking to himself.

"Relax Sameer, aao baith kar baat karte hai. Naina bilkul thik hai. Don't worry.", She tried to ease him, probably understanding the degree of his worries. And he sat down quickly but couldn't help but asked," kya hua hai aunty.. sab... Sab thik hai Naa."

Dipti aunty softly replied tried hard not to worry him more," ummm, Samy.. teri Naina bhut Najuk hai, aur isiliye ye sab.."

Sameer asked soon," kya Matlab.. aur Naina hai kha."

Dipti aunty now done with this newly wedded husband and said," tu meri baat to sun.. Naina ka pain bhut jyada tha isiliye injection diya hai, 15 minutes rest karne de Fr aa jayegi." Seeing him nodded understandably she again said, "sameer wo Naina... Naina ke bare me kuch baate hai jo tera janana jruri hai. Pehli to ye ki wo bhut weak hai, I mean bhut hi low immunity hai uski, pain tolerance power bilkul nhi aur isiliye ye pain Jab jyada hua to fever aa gya. " He again nodded, understanding but worried and she continued," aur uske uterus me thodi swelling hai jisse ye high flow and pain.", Though he nodded but asked," aunty kya jyada problem hai"

She smiled softly and said," nahi bachhe jyada kuch nhi. Haa conception ke time thodi problem ho Sakti hai, but Abhi se kuch nhi sakte. Abhi to Usme time hai. Lekin ek baat aur hai samy", he was about to sit comfortably but again her voice alerted him and he sat straight while she said again," Naina bhut stressed hai samy... Aur itni Kam Umar me itna stress thik nhi. Abhi to uske hasne khelne ka time hai, Abhi se itna stress. Kakisa Hoti ya kaku sa thik hote to kitna laad chaav hota uska, kitne naj nakhre uthaye jate. Usne bhut jaldi apni responsibility samajh li hai ab tujhe bhi samajhna chahiye Naa."

"Matlab," Sameer asked frowned.

"Matlab samjhau, itna bachha nhi hai tu. Ab ye tujhe khud samajhna hai.", And she handed him the prescription. He was already confused and the prescription confused him some more, and he asked slowly," aunty ye.."

"Haa koi medicine ki jarurat nhi hai use.. sirf ye mild painkillers hai Jo ki agar bhut Pain ho to Leni hai.", Dipti understood his confusion and replied before he asked.

Sameer was in utter state of confusion and worry. Not even properly understanding anything. His brain fuzzed with so many mixed emotions at one time and he again looked at her confused and about to ask something, but before he could she slowly walked and sat on the chair beside him turned the revolving chair and said softly holding his hands," Samy, har bimari ka treatment medicine nhi hota. Thodi si mental peace aur Khushi se badi se badi bimari bhi gayab ho jati hai. Teri Naina bas thodi pareshan hai, usse baat kar, thoda waqt de sab thik ho jayega. Aur haa uski diet ka bhi khayal rakhna, bhut weakness hai aur isiliye ye weak immunity.  Bas yaad rakhna ki thode se pyar se sab thik ho jata hai. Pyar karta hai na usse.,"she asked while replying and her question frowned him and compelled to look into himself as couldn't reply anything.

"Par aunty ye swelling in feet, kya ye bhi isiliye hai..", he asked again

Dipti aunty realised that she did mention this before, so softly replied," not really.. thoda mausam ka asar hai aur shayad bhut der ek hi position me baithe rehne  se ho gya.. ab kafi better hai.. thoda hot oil massage karne se thik rahega."

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"Pyar karta hai na usse." This question was troubling him since the time she asked. Not only this, but every word of Dipti aunty kept ringing in his ears since that time. "Naina stressed hai.. Naina bhut weak hai.. Abhi to hasne khelne ke din hai. Kali sa hoti to kitne naj uthati uske.", He was frowning more with every word. Every emotion was hitting him hard. Suddenly recalled something," AJ teri Nani Hoti to kitna laad chav karti nayi bahu ka. Aur tu..", of course he recalled the similar words of nanu on call before he was leaving for Mumbai. "Is that mean that it is all my fault. Have I failed to understand her. " He couldn't help but thinking everything bad and gloomy. "Tum rishto Ko bhi samajhte sameer.. tum pyar Ko samajhte hi nhi.. tumhe pyar ki kadar nhi..", a loud voice rang in his ears and he squeezed shut his eyes, trying to avoid every negative thought but they kept coming like anything. He thought that Just few days back he decided to win her heart, he decided to date her and pamper her like princess. But suddenly this Bombay trip came and he had to halt his plans. "This Bombay trip...",  Suddenly a realisation dawned onto him like a blast. "Had this all connected to his Bombay trip.. had anything happened that he didn't know.. should he be asked her.. would she tell him.", Thousands of questions arisen one after other and the ironically he didn't know the answer any of them. Suddenly his eyes fell on the room around and some realisations again made a way to his mind. " You know Sameer. You have every answer, stop being innocent and unknown. Look at the room, the mess you created around, have you seen before. Its you suddenly dependent on her so much and burdened her with loads of responsibilities. " He recalled how every morning he called her nth times just for no reason and she happily came running on his one call. He recalled how after joining the college she decided to wake up early to prepare lunch for him. College, he recalled how on first day of college she was so excited to tell him everything but he had no time. Infact till now he had asked nothing. Her every half talk was running in his mind. She couldn't go home, her sister hadn't came to stay with her, definitely something was there.  He mumbled," haa sab meri galti hai.. Mai atleast ye Janta tha ki shadi ke pehle ke months me usne kitna kuch Sha hai, from achanak se ye shadi aur ab ye responsibilities. Maine hi sab Kiya hai." He cursed himself when looked at her, now sleeping beside him peacefully after some relief due to injection, but her pale tired face, dark circles under eyes and frown even in sleep was quite evident.

He lovingly started to careress her hairs and softly mumbled inaudibly," Mai sab thik kar dunga Naina. Lekin mujhe ye samajhne me der to nhi hui. Tum ho na mere saath hamesha."

Suddenly on an instinct Naina turned and opened her eyes, looked him upset and frowned, she raised her eyebrows to ask what, but he shook his head and asked her to sleep. She was already in half sleep so smiled a little, closed her eyes but shifted a little closer and hide her face in his heart cluthing his t-shirt tight. And Sameer, who just wanted to hold her so tight and hide in himself, suddenly felt that all his worries got a relax and now he knew that he hadn't lost her, not failed her and actually would never, coz now it's the time to pamper his princess. His eyes fell on window, a little tangled curtain was giving a view of outside. It was a cold late evening. Night was about to fall. And he smiled coz felt that night was gonna be very shinning as the dusk was shimmering and glowing like the newly litted candles of hope in his heart again. But before everything else, he had to talk her or might nanu could gave him answers which he desperately wanted to know now.

Wanted to write some more. But it's quite long now. I hope ki sabko pasand aaye ye chapter. Please btana jarur..

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