Kate POV

Its been 3 days since the whole rejection thing. My whole pack knows about it.

Everyone is staring at me like I have some kind of infected disease.

As if between Ryan and I ,he was the victim. I was the one in the wrong for not being worthy enough for his presence.

Like I was the runt of the pack.

I hear whispers everywhere I walk.

My parents try to be supportive but there's not much they can do.

The only one I can truly count on is Ella.

She's there for me through it all.

Like the other day we were shopping and the worst of the worst came upon me.

We were going down the sweets aisle.

"Let's get oreos! I need me some delicious cookies." Moaned Ella.

I shook my head and laughed.

"How many boxes?" I raised my eyebrow.

"Two one for each of us. No three , an extra one for us to share." She smiled.

I nodded , "alright." As I grabbed three boxes Katie and her best bitch minion rounded the corner.

Katie laughed. "Roxy look she's buying three boxes of oreos for herself."

Roxy gave a devilish smirk. "No wonder Ryan didn't want her...she's clearly carrying a few pounds."

"You totally right Rox. I wouldn't want a fat mate either." She snickered.

Ella slammed her hand against the the Cookie aisle. "You the last person who should be saying this Rox ...I mean not all of us want to take the easy way out." Ella said implying back when Roxy was fat and bullied constantly.

I mean she was the bottom of the food chain then out of no where she got skinny changed her name from Rosalind to Roxy. And befriended the populars becoming a complete bitch.

No one besides us know Roxy is really Rosaline and Katie knows. We caught her making herself puke.

Apperantly Katie told her she's beautiful underneath all that fat and she should use her trusty fingers as her new best friend.

Out of all the people in the school you would think she would not be a bitch I mean she was a loser two years ago.

Roxy scoffed. "At least I know what's best for me to look sexy."

Katie smiled. "Exactly Roxy knows what's up."

Basically yeah that sums it up.

Remember how I said Katie has been my bully since 3rd grade well back in 9th she tried to make amends and let us join the populars but I refused because of the person she is. She was embarrassed and that's when the real rath came.

So I suppose it makes sense that she would be the one to have my mate wrapped around her finger.

"Hey bitch." Ella walked into my room then smiled at me. "How you feeling?"

I gave her a fake smile. "Peachy."

"Well Mom and Dad are going out to eat tonight so how about we watch a chick flick and order pizza?" Asked Ella smiling.

I smiled. "Ooo I would love that. What chick flick should we watch?"

She thought. "Let's go Mean girls." Then she smirked.

I gave her a straight face. "Boo you whore." Then smirked.

We laughed.

But then I stopped laughing.

I felt something weird going through my body.

Maybe a tingly feeling?

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I screamed out as I crumbled into the ball ,as a burning sensation shot through body.

Tears running down my face.

My face was scrunched up, as I wish I could move my hands just to rip out my hair one by one.

Ella was trying to help me.
I had tears in my eyes but my vision was blurry and I couldn't comprehend what was coming out of her mouth.

What is this what is happening?

The pain got too much. I managed to fall off the bed with a thump but I didn't even feel that pain all I could feel was this excruciating burn.

I felt as though someone was setting me on fire.

Then it hit me.

This is it.

Ryan is busy fucking something.

And even though he rejected me and I accepted it.

I still felt it.

As if even the Moon goddess was disappointed in me not being good enough for him and this was her punishment.

I want to die.

Ella P.o.v

"KATE!" Oh god . no no no.
I shook my head crying.

I shook Kate. "Please oh god ,please tell me what to do."

She just wouldn't stop screaming in pain.

Fucking Ryan fucking Katie.

"Moon Goddess Please." I was gasping for air. "Not her. God no ,please not my little sister."

My chest felt like it was closing in.

Each scream she let out held so many tiny fragments of pain all bundled up in one full force.

Kate P.O.V

I want to die.

The burning just kept increasing by each passing second.

How long does this last?

Will it continue during the entire sexual encounter?

Please no...

By now my tears have dried out and its like I am crying but nothing is falling down my cheeks.

My screams have now been silenced and my mouth just lies open as I gasp for breath.

I don't know if it's been an hour or not but God it feels like its been three.

The pain is now slowly decreasing.

Oh thank god.

As it decreases my vision becomes more clear.

Ella is in front of me with so much worry in her eyes.

She seems to have also run out of tears.

"Ella?" I whispered softly.

The light that reappeared on her eyes was pure bliss.

"Oh Kate thank god." She crushed me to her side. " I didn't know what to do I was so worried."

The pain was now gone.

Glad Ryan and Katie are finally satisfied.

"How long have I been...like this?" My voice came out croaky. It hurts from all the screaming.

She checked her watch. "Its been an hour and a half." She said.

"God it felt much longer." I said as I slowly stood up.

Ella helped me a bit. She nodded. "Believe me I know."

I gave her a sad smile. "Sorry for making you worry."

She shook her head and smiled. "You didn't do anything wrong sweety. " then she kissed the top of my head. " I would love to kill Ryan though."

I nodded. "You know when we learnt in school the pain of this , I never once thought I would experience it a-and I never thought it was this bad." I heavily sighed.

Ella gave me a sad smile. "Hey at least this will only last about a month. So if you want to get back at him I will get a guy to fuck you." She smirked.

I shook my head and laughed "Who would want to fuck me?"

She shrugged ,"you'd be surprised."

I scoffed. "Yeah I am damaged goods remember?"

She smiled. "Some people love damaged goods."

I rolled my eyes. "As long as he is hot."

She nodded and smirked. "Now we talking."

I laughed. "So mean girls?"

"The plastics await."
Then we got up and went downstairs.

I felt another burst of pain.

Ah shit here we go again.

A/n hope you like this one cause I am skeptical.