** cutting myself too **
The same to the other chapter
WARNING: so much self violence
Please don't do this at home, please I beg you guys don't do it.
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**Pallete's P.O.V **
As i heard something zipped up, i quickly awoke, through my vission, i saw fresh, he changed his clothing, but why? I don't know where to start but ask him questions, but maybe tomorrow, i have more to time to cut tonight anyways. I sneaked out somewhere and the pocket knife I always had with me for emergencies, and to cut also..
I ran away deep into the forest reaching a cliff, with an old tree that has been there for who knows how long. This place be might as well as your
Death wish if you wanna commit suicide, its a beautiful place to commit murder too.
As i walked up to it, i claimed the old cracked branches, then started to mark my way atop. As i reached my way atop, i pulled out the pocket knife out of my petite pocket. I stared at it for a moment, Thinking of what to do next, or right. I'm going to start Cutting..
I sliced the little pocket knife and cut...cut...cut...cut...cut...cut...cut and cut, til I die, til my eyes close shut. Cut..cut..cut...cut... I just love cutting..
It makes your emotions go away, forcing down your guilt but that hasn't been gone for now, it still stays within you. Only just within you. Yoyr capability to cut...cut..cut.and cut...open a cut...cut..cut and CUT...
I Stopped when I heard rustling of the bushes near by, what is it? A murderer, somebody or somebody is actually following me, or watching me? It would be a horrible sight when they see me. But my body all of a sudden, shook, shook as in if I'm scared. When is that thing going to do to me?
I stopped when it came out. I was surprised it wasn't a murderer, but a bunny. I claimed my way down the old tree, i reached for it and grabbed the little bunny. A few moments had passed, i stabbed the bunny, the blood spilled down, pouring down every last drop of it, i was calm but was happy i get to kill something, i left the body of the poor bloodied bunny down and threw it by the cliff. It was amusing to see someone die, but it would be more fun if i died.
I walked back putting more clothing and bandaged up my wounds, they were so many I didn't even realize I was too depressed, too depressed.
But didn't realize someone was watching me from afar. Yet I never felt any presence or some sort. It's just plain.....nothing.
I stepped in softly and quietly walked in so no one can see me or hear me. I slept easily, making a dream less sleep.
*time skippe til midnight*
I woke up when I saw a bright light shining, it hurt. I quickly glanced at Goth or rolled up my sleeves. "I did not cause you to this b*tch!" He whisper-yelled at me, i frowned "i-i-I" I stuttered not knowing what to say, he's just to scary, even if his scary and cold nature ,too handsome can scare people. "Quit your stuttering Sh*t, i don't want to hear from you again, your the one who caused this Sh*t not me, don't f*cking blame me for that b*tch, you started it so it not my fault you cut, you f*cking idiot, you dumb f*cking idiot, if you do this again, i couldn't even think whatever happens to us if we ever meet again, and I swear it would really hurt and be so painfull" he warned, i started to shake, i backed to the corner, not knowing what is happening. I started to cry softly not letting anyone here me. It was so painful. He's right I did start all th is mess..the stupid mess i made. I wish I was never with him. I will just end up getting torned.
*time skippe til morning*
I was so scared last night. It was pure horror. But I won't let that happen to me now
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