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Lol I suck and thx for hitting so much reads..
And again, I'm not disturbing your story content..
WARNING: slight sins, but mostly fluff
▪Heart break chapter 24: ** back to normal?? **
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--- the next day for the start of pure depression for Pallete ---

** Pallete's P.O.V **

"Hurry up Pallete!!" Pj shouted from downstairs in the kitchen, waiting for Pallete to wake up, currently, they are at day 2 for teacher's guide to education, Pallete, is in great condition of Depression , it might get worst, since it is weakening his state of cheerfulness, happy self, confident emotion, an ever lasting enjoyed smile, star shaped  yes, confident and proud appearance, and a loving and caring Personality..
But now, all of that has been washed away by depression...
Replacing new state of appearance, emotion and Personality, naming one of them would be, the state of Depression,  Sad mood, non-happy self which preferably sad, nothingness but stressed emotion, an upside down smile, star shaped but crooked eyes with only showing anger, jealousy, fear, hatred.worst of all, suicidal
Slouched back, dropped arms, sad..slow walking appearance, but still loving and caring Personality, but a hurtful expression on his face, fake smile, Shaky hands, a scaredy cat..

Now..Pallete had conditions called Phobia... it sounds weird but, he looks like he had the fear of everything..

Pallete stood from the edge of his white cozy bed, he slipped on the bunny slippers underneath the bed, under the bed is dark, blocked by white warm covers, he puts them on, he starts to walk down the stairs, leaning front, dropped arms, walking slowly, holding on the fence for support, legs are aching from the cold floor. Still forgetting the moment, the memory yesterday "Pallete you looked depressed" PJ looked concerned for his 'step brother' Pallete faked Lightening up "I'm not depressed, I'm just tired is all"I gave him a small smile that Pallete actually has but was obviously fake "I'm just sayin' " PJ flipped the bacon up, to give the other side a turn, to make a crispy brown and freshly bacon sigh wish that it wasn't a good day..

PJ placed a plate of eggs and bacon on the table, in front of Palletes slouched body, Pallete sighed, he grabbed the spoon beside it and began chewing on the bacon, slowly..he didtn even care if his teeth ached from pain, all he wants to do now is eat. Or rather then that, he wanted to suffer... he still replayed the whole moment of Pallete and him are fighting in a forest, he could not forget that moment, tho, he still deserves something more than that..

Death

If he just lost a pen, he would the cycles...

No pen= no notes
No notes= no study
No study= no grades
No grades= no diploma
No diploma= no work
No work= no money
No money= no food
No food= skinny
Skinny= ugly
Ugly= no love
No love= no marriage
No marriage= no children/kids
No children/kids= alone
Alone= depression
Depression= sickness
Sickness= DEATH....

No love was even worst, depression was better, you'll get depressed, then you'd get sick, next day after that, you'd be already facing death so there isn't going back to the real world anymore, your in the after life, feeling nothing, just watching an endless black void, walking until there's no end, seeing your faith, seeing the past that you've made, fading, hallucinations, illusion of the real world, an endless turning cloudy void, falling into the pitch black darkness, darkness everywhere, no light, no hope, no love, hatred spreading, no urge to do anything, just sitting there, Alone in the black void of nothing, or even worst HELL It's better burning in HELL
Cause there's lava, fire, raging screams of souls, souls screaming from down below, pleading to come out, the most shady place, hot, warm...You can't even love someone in HELL YOU can't help anybody, you can't see any body, all you do is just burn, burn till you die, burn again and die, screaming stop, please, anybody help me, but nobody comes to help you, there just demons all around you, making you suffer, suffer til you've become one of them, go back to the real world and haunt those innocent people around you, possessing them til their soul is yours, there's no way coming back..not even an angel from heaven can help you, to what you've done was unforgivable, no body even dares to come near you, touch you, hear you, love you, hurt you, be you, their all just ghosts, you can't heed their help, you can't help them, its just all in the food chain

Die= you fall from he'll
Hell= you suffer
Suffer= become one of them
Them= haunt innocent people
Haunt= til you get their soul
Soul= become powerful
Powerful= immortal
Immortal= end
End= no more

It's all in the hell chain..

Die= HELL
hell= ghost
Ghost= suffer
Suffer= work
Work= demon
Demon= soul
Soul= immortal
Immortal= live forever

Pallete wished to die, but never wanted to be in a HELL chain, he's too innocent to become one, after all, he starts being suicidal.

Pallete snapped out of his thoughts, he realized that he barely even ate, his vision was blurry, til a someone's hand is waving in front of them like saying hi or somethin, he saw the hand, he first saw, a worried but concerned fresh, confused and worried PJ, he never saw PJ's face showing that much worry, even looking so confused bit concerned, I was about to say something but....

Fresh took the chance to shove in food into my mouth, I think that fresh has kids and one of them is acting like this, he takes the chance to shove food into their mouth, kinda like being 'overprotective' (spoiler) mo P0mther
But I don't know if fresh and PJ are gonna make out, but I realized that i disgusted myself, so I puked the food that fresh shoved in my mouth, fresh gasped he took the chance to put me in the sink, I vomited on the sink, fresh pats my back lightly chanting the words 'its gonna be okay' ' your gonna be fine' 'that's okay now so please stop' 'its okay now' 'stop puking on the sink now' 'that's enough' 'are you okay' all over(Maya_Celestia follow her)
Once I finished vomiting in the sick, I started feel dizzy, I pasted out, I thought that I might hit the floor, but I think fresh got me so.

He placed me on the couch, he started to clean the vomiting mess of mine in the sink, he started to fix the smell, then he starts to put a warm blanket on me, I smiled. That's what I like (Bruno mars), he then starts to put a fluffy and soft pillow under my head, he starts patting my back and giving comforting circles, If goth and me were together, and I got one of these problems, I wish that he'd do all the things that he can, but that would never happen anyways, he just fighted yesterday, he said that he would'th like me back and plus, I'm stuck in the friend zone, my only friend.

"There, there, there, your going to be alright, no need to worry" fresh stated calming me down, he would be a great mom in the future.. "wow I never knew you can comfort calmly, I mean like, you made him so calm, how come I can't even do that" PJ scratched the back of his neck, slightly blushing just for fresh's response can be a little insulting or hurt by words. "I'm overprotective af(as f*ck)" fresh admitted, I chuckled to what fresh just said, it looked like he sweared but, he still looks innocent to me and PJ. And Pj's reaction to that is just a smirk.
I giggled at my brother's reaction but they barely even know I'm awake. "I know your awake Pallete" fresh continues on making comforting circles on my back to keep me relaxed, he is overprotective as f*ck, I know I'm not supposed to swear, but somehow, I felt so much better, it keeps me from depression and stuff somehow..
"I am awake, you got me"I said getting up, I stretched like a cat, but I more like sound purring.

"You should finish breakfast, c'mon follow me" he helped me get to the kitchen and sit down, he got me a new Pair of food, that I can finish by myself.

** Fresh's P.O.V **

I placed the plate of food that he can finish by himself, I left the kitchen for Pallete's privacy, I sat on the couch, I turned my right to see PJ right beside me, with that look, 'a shocked look', I shot him a confused glare,
"Jammie what's wrong?" I asked "wow" he said in response, "wow what?" I was confused, "your not like me tho, when he pukes the food I make, I yell at him, but you, your different how-" i cut PJ off, by slapping a pillow on his shocked face, "WHAT WAS THAT FOR??" He pinned him down to the couch, he gave me a pissed look.
I chuckled at his actions, "you yell at pallete for puking food that you just made, wow you look pissed" I smirked
"I'm speechless, but yes" he replied "then why would you do that?" I asked crossing my arms, "why hello??, I put so much hard work on cooking it, like to get rid of laziness for a minute, then you displayed your master piece, then gets an F- on it for being the worst cook ever!" He yelled, i blinked a few times, I understood everything but I didtn even mean to make him yell at me, but his eyes widened, he realized his mistake,he starts to hug me tightly "sh*t I'm sorry fresh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry-" i cut him off "its okay, its oaky, I know you didtn mean it" I hugged him slowly and softly ,he looks at me, he starts kissing me softly and passionately, he wrapped his left arm around my waist, while his right arm, under my back, hold in my head softly, I wrapped my arms around his neck to deepen the kiss, I tilt my head.

He licks my bottom lip(?) For entrance, I pulled away. "Pallete is eating, you don't want him hear us do you?" I said, but apparently we stopped, i checked on Pallete, he was almost done, he ate the last piece and placed it on the sink.

"Tell PJ that I'm going to the park today" pallete said "sure" I replied, he walked out of the kitchen, along with me walking out too. "PJ, Pallete wants to go to the park today can he go?" I asked "sure he can go, but he better not be in trouble" he replied "Pallete!" "Yeah" "he said its okay!" "Okay, I'm coming down"
Pallete came down, dressed in his usual everyday clothes, "stay out of trouble Pallete" Pj remarked,
"Okay" pallete replied. I sat down with PJ.
He pinned me down so suddenly, "shall we finish?" He said with lust..I nodded and we began to kiss again..
Slowly wrapping around each other like chains

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Slowly, taking my body like its holy
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I've waiting for this whole week
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My Sunday candy

Guess the song

Sorry for disturbing your story content, I will not disturb again, and I updated cause i don't want to let you down and tho the book is at 120+ chapters at state, who can read that Paper fresh story in one day? I dont know?
But song above and tell me the title and who sang the song
Plus there is Q & A in one of the chapters 

Word count: 2000 words