Sometimes I wonder if someone will love me.
Sometimes I wonder...
Will I stay lonely?
I met you
And slowly opened up my heart.
I felt the bliss and warmth
Of your hugs,
Smile
And laughs,
But you're hurting in all of that.
You hug because you'll feel safer in the arms
And you smile to make the dark gray skies fly away,
Or mainly to hide the pain.
Your eyes on the other hand,
They do not speak
Happiness.
I see the sorrow through your glass orbs.
You cried for help
And it hurts knowing that you still love her.
The truth is,
It feels like Deja's Vu.
Your heartbreaking situation was just like mines.
Being ignored and hurt is just what it mainly is.
I believe that the regret of those you love is what you feel.
It's no longer love towards her,
But a regret.
I had cried and prayed for your happiness too.
I will walk through hell to save you.
Although many won't care for you,
I'll still care
Because I like you.
...I love you...
So please don't push me away
Or forget me.
You might be afraid of trusting me
Because you can worry that I'll leave you someday,
But that is just like myself.
I'm afraid to let others in my heart
Because I'll just shatter.
But...
I don't want you to fall
In my footsteps.
I love you too much for you to die.
I'm sorry if the complications are real...
I can't bring to force my feelings
Upon you.
I'm sorry my little poem that can't be riddled out
With these very few words
That won't explain.