My sights
Desperately search for light
Cause in the hours of the night
My nightmares are so bright.
A part of me was missing
As he left the world for no reason.
I was four-cornered
But denied the pang of concern.
It hurt
And i couldn't make it stop.
There was pain
With no gain
No tears crossed my mind
But my fears weren't kind.
A loss so great
With terms i couldn't accept.
So i ran away
And hid in my subconscious.
My body was present
But my soul was absent.
I felt safe
With my feelings caged.
It was my only escape route.
Time passed
But i was trapped.
I had detached my sanity
From what was left of my humanity.
My emotions were permanently separated.
The damage was done
And i knew it.
My pesky feelings in isolation
Was my only solution.