"Hey (y/n)." Hosuh says into his phone. It's the only was we can talk until my bandages are off and I'm out of the hospital.

"Hosuh I miss you're voice." I cry into my own phone. He wanted to video call but I'm so ugly now.... he has his camera on but I don't.

"Me too... but I have to tell you that I freaking hate you! I hate you so much! But I love you too! I love you with my entire heart." His voice is raw and tears are welling up in his eyes.

"I know... and it's ok... you don't have to take me back because I'm the worst... and it feels right to be single and ugly." I whisper.

"I just want to know why... why?"

"Because... I was a coward... and I thought I needed protection... but you taught me that I don't need that. I just need someone who actually cares about me and my personality and not about my body...."

"Lovey.... you're gonna make me cry." Hosuh wipes his tears away.

"Hey. When we meet again, you can slap me as many times as you need to." I say seriously.

"Ok fine..." he covers his face.

"That is if you... you can... stand to see what I've become..." my voice is tense

"I'll always think you're beautiful because you are my girlfriend." He smiles.

"I'm not sure... if you'll think I'm beautiful anymore... I've only seen myself once and I couldn't even look in the mirror again..."