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Jason

I groan and cover my eyes as I'm hit with harsh rays of the morning sun. I forgot to shut the damn curtains again. I need to invest in automatic ones.

I jump slightly as I hear a small snore near my ear. Looking to my right, I'm met with a small face. Smiling, I shift over and look down at the tiny beauty. God, he's so precious. I don't know how someone could be so cruel to such a pure soul. I've only known him for a day but I know he now holds special place in my heart.

I rub over the fading scar over his cheek and he scrunches up his nose as his fluffy ear twitch. Ahh so adorable. I start to brush my fingers through his dirty blonde hair. Hmm he'll need a trim soon. Oh! We need to go shopping. That's what we will do today, shopping, hair trim and food.

Then I need to do some research on that horrid shelter. I wonder how many others the workers have abused the little hybrids there. Wait how did Justin get out?

I get knocked out of my thoughts as Justin makes a whine. "Good morning baby," I whisper. His eyelashes flutter and I see his honey coloured eyes. Literal pools of honey. "Daddy, mornin," He smiles up at me.

"How was your sleep, my love?" I ask as I sit up slightly against the headboard and pull him up onto my lap. "T'was good.." He replied. "I-I didn't have any nightmares," He says after a pause. "Oh that's so good darling!" I kiss his forehead. "I..Um I felt safe in your arms," He says softly. My heart warms.

"My little sweets, I will always hold and protect you if it means you'll be happy and safe," I say as I wrap my arms around his torso. He smiles. "Really?" I nod my head. "Yes, for always," I state. "And forever?" He asks with a small grin. "Always and forever," I confirm and give him the tightest hug. Gosh, I already love this boy, he's got me wrapped around his pinky.

"I love you, daddy," He smiles in content. "As I love you more," I smile back. We sit there basking in the morning sun before I speak up. "Today, we will go out to get some shoes, clothes and anything else you and then we will get your hair trimmed just a little bit. If you're comfortable, of course. Then we will get some food to eat and I think I need to get some groceries." I list off our things to do today. "That's a lot of things to do today," He says thinking.

"Are you comfortable in going out baby?" I ask as I notice the hesitancy on his face. "Yes daddy! Anything you need, we will do," He smiles. "But Daddy?" I hum for him to continue. "Why we need clothes and shoes, there so many in that room," He says pointing to the walk in closet.

"Oh baby, there's my clothes and shoes. We need to go out and get you some clothes and shoes. Things that you like." I say. He shakes his head. "B-but I.. um I don't have any money. So I no go with you today." He states looking down. I shake my head. "What? No baby, I am going to buy everything and anything your heart desires. Baby, remember I am your daddy, and daddy will provide you with everything you'll ever want and need."

Again, he shakes his head. "I..um we can't do that.." He says. "Why not?" "Because I don't deserve anything," He mumbles. My heart clenches as I hear him. "What? You deserve the world and more," I assure him. "What on earth makes you think that?" I ask. He shakes his head. "Mr Brown said I... I" I look into his watery eyes. "It's okay baby, you can tell me." "He said that I didn't deserve anything because I am only in the world to produce babies for my master." He says looking up. I'm angered at what I heard. What the actual fvck.

"Listen to me baby, you are worth so much more than being a carrier. God, put you on earth so I could have my very own personal angel. I know I have only known you for a few days but I know you are one of the greatest and you will go so far in life. So successful and happy. I will make sure to it." I say as I cuddle him. "Really? How? I'm not smart, I wasn't allowed to have an education or anything." He says sadly. What the fvck was this place. I am going to sue them, they should not be allowed to throw this abuse on vulnerable hybrids.

"Baby, you are so smart. I don't want to hear those words come out of your mouth again. You better not believe anything, anyone has ever said to you when you were there!" I say tapping his bum. I never want him to ever belittle or degrade himself.  "Okay Daddy." He sighs.

"Always tell me what you're feeling okay lovely? I wanna know everything. Happy, sad, anger, scared, confused. Everything," I say. He nods. "I love you Daddy," He whispers into my chest. "I love you too kitten."

"Now, let's eat some breakfast and get going." I say after we brush our teeth. He nods and starts to walk out, his little tail swaying behind him. Ugh he is the cutest. I just wanna cuddle him in bed all day.

"C'mon daddy! I made food," I hear him shout from downstairs. Wait how long was I daydreaming? Wait he made food?! Oh gosh I hope he didn't touch the stove. "Coming baby!" I reply running down the stairs. Walking into the kitchen I see Justin with two bowls of fruit loops. "Look Daddy! I made breakfast and I didn't even spill the white drink!" He smiles with milk dribbling down his chin. I smile. "Aw kitten, you're such a big boy! Good job my love!" I praise as I wipe his chin. Sitting beside him and laugh to myself. I haven't had fruit loops in so long.

"You have to finish the milk baby, it will make you big and strong!" I say enthusiastically as I see him finish but still have a bowl full of milk in front of him. "It's good, it's got all the good stuff," I say. Not really. Cereal milk is literally just SUGAR. I bring my bowl up to my mouth and start drinking the sugar liquid. He smiles and does the same. "Ohh this is really good Daddy!" He agrees with a milk moustache. I laugh and wipe his top lip.

"Alright baby, let's wash these and get going!" I say grabbing both bowls and spoons and washing them quickly.

Soon I've locked up the house and we're on the way to the shopping centre.

"Daddy," Justin calls out to me. "Yeah baby?" I ask. "Um.. what if Mr. Brown sees me and takes me back?" He asks. Definitely not. No fvcking way.

"Babe, that will never happen because if we see him, I'm going to report him for everything he's done to you," I say. I'll most likely beat fvcker up myself. "He does not own you," I say and he shakes his head. "But.., I ... I think he does," He says. "How so?" I ask. "W-well I escaped that shelter and I think he owned it," He frowns.

"No baby, I don't care what he says, you are not his property. Besides, you're my little kitten," I smile and squeeze his hand. "You saved me Daddy," He says. "I'll always protect you little one," I grin bringing his hand up to my lips before kissing the back of his hand.

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"Alright baby, you stay close to me at all times," I say as I help him out of the car. "Okay Daddy, can I hold your hand?" He asks cutely. "Of course!" I say grabbing his hand and he smiles wide.

(Um, I'm gonna skip the shopping because I honestly don't know what stores are in America...but just imagine: Justin is still very much worried about money and is very hesitant to buy anything. Jason has convince him it was okay and they've gotten all the clothes and shoes Justin wanted and needed. Justin was introduced to Jason's bodyguards Matthew and Andrew as they walked up to collect the shopping bags. Now they're going to get groceries.)

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"Baby, is there any food you would like the get?" I ask as I start pushing the trolley through the vegetable section. He shakes his head no. "Are you sure?" He blushes and shakes his head. "Um, I don't know what anything is." He says embarrassed. I face palm myself. "Sorry baby, it didn't cross my mind," I say.

"Okay, we can choose everything together!" I said. I am just going to get anything he likes which probably will be based on appearance and grab all usual things I get. "First, we need fruits and vegetables," I say. "What are these?" He asked picking up a bunch of bananas. "They're bananas, good for potassium levels. Tastes really good on oatmeal, in shakes, on toast or even by themselves." I explain. "They look like peepees," He giggles. Oh gosh a flashback to sex ed in high school. "Hey none of that," I say. He giggled again.

(Yes I realise he could of read them himself but remember he's poor educated and has never been outside of the shelter. He was also rarely fed a variety of food.)

We walk along the section and grab anything that interest Justin so he can try to see if he likes it. Doing this, I'll know his likes and dislikes in food. I get everything I see that I think I'll cook with for meals.

We get to the biscuit aisle and he squeals. "Can I have one of these Daddy?" He asked excitedly holding up a packet of Oreos. "Of course Bub, you've had them before?" I ask and he nods his head yes. "Marla used to sneak me in some of these with the white drink!" He frowns. "I wasn't allowed to eat though.. so don't tell anyone." "It's okay baby, you can get a few packets," He grins and grabs 3 family packs. "1...2...3 Daddy!" "Good job baby!" I praise.

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"Okay love, now we just have to pack everything away and I can probably get started on dinner," I say looking down at the shopping bags that were brought in by my bodyguards. God bless them.

"I help," He says jumping off the stool. "Thank you baby," I show him everything goes and he gets the hang of it quickly.

"Now wanna help me with dinner?" I ask. He yawns but nods his head. "Okay but you have to show me," He says. Hmm maybe not. He's practically falling asleep.

"It's alright baby, why don't you sit at the breakfast bar for me while I cook, I'll show you all my cooking tricks," I say and he agrees.

As I'm preparing the vegetables, Justin speaks up. "Thank you for helping me today." I look confused. "With what love?" I ask. "Um well when you told me about everything in the shop. I've never been out before so it was the first time I've seen anything."

"Aww Bub, I'm glad I could help you. You're super smart for learning about everything though," I say and he smiles up at me softly. "Um thanks Daddy."

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Hey! It's definitely been a while😅 it's been 4 whole years since I've update this! Oh gosh I really didn't think it was that long.

What did you think of this chapter? I kinda left it on a weird end but yeah I'm very rusty and writing to me feels weird now. Tbh I've lost my creative imagination and so it's a struggle to come up with content.

I don't know where I'm going with this book. I used to have a book full of ideas for this story but I've lost it.

Feel free to drop some ideas...

Plus, it was also kind of hard to write because I'm not really into Justin a whole lot now, so I think I've forgotten how he would act or even look like... if that make sense.

I'm not really sure about writing DDLB, I don't feel that I am educated enough to write something based on it.

Anyways, I do hope everyone is safe and well. The world is absolutely crazy with this pandemic.

I haven't heard a lot of news about COVID-19 from around the world recently so I do hope everyone is okay.

My city has just been placed in a snap lockdown for 2 weeks and the panic buyers out here are MENTAL. Really no need for what they're doing! For example, buying 10 packs of TOILET PAPER?

My DM's are always open btw, if anyone needs to talk. Mental health is IMPORTANT.

- S💕