Caregiver: Namjoon
Little: Hobi and Kookie

This chapter will not be fully little hobi... But still there is a little bit little hobi... And i hope you love it...

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Author pov

Hoseok sits alone in his room waiting for Namjoon to come back home from his work. He promised Namjoon to be a good boy and didn't make any mess in the house. It's nearly 6 p.m. so Namjoon is going to come home in 30 minutes more. "Let's make some food for him." Hoseok said. He tries to not regress into his headspace when Namjoon went to work. Hoseok noticed that Namjoon is being cold towards him lately. He didn't give him any morning kisses, when they were sleeping Namjoon will push Hoseok away if he tried to hug him, Namjoon will just nod or shake his head if Hoseok ask something and Namjoon didn't ask if he was okay. But Hoseok still stay and trust Namjoon that he just tired of working.

After a few minutes, Hoseok done cooking for he and Namjoon's dinner. Hoseok heads look up after he heard a few knocks on the door. 'Is it Joonie? But he will just open and enter the house." He went to the door and open it to see who is knocking. Namjoon walk in but he is not alone. There is someone in his hand and it's looks like he is a little. Hoseok just shrugs his shoulders thinking he is just his friend. "Umm Joonie.. I make us some dinner." Hoseok said playing his finger. "Ahh... I already ate.." Namjoon said with emotionless face and pick up the boy and bring him towards his room. "O-okay then." Hoseok said smiling hiding the pain that he is feeling in his heart. He walk into the kitchen and kept the food into the fridge without eating them.

He went to Namjoon's room to sleep but to see something that make his heart broke. Namjoon is kissing the boy and saying sweet things to him while the boy is giggling besides him. Hoseok closed his mouth with his hand and walk away from the room and went to his room. Hoseok closed his door and locked it. He sits on his bed and realize that all his little things is in Namjoon's room. To clear things up, Hoseok always sleep in Namjoon's room and rarely sleep in his. He started to sob quietly not to make it obvious. He went to his headspace after a few minutes of crying and try to sleep with cuddling with a pillow that he have on his room. He fall asleep in his room without turn off the light, because he scared of darks.

The next morning

There's a few knocks on Hoseok bedrooms that makes him wake up. He went and opened the door to see Namjoon and the boy who is the one who Namjoon brings back. "Hey we need to talk." Namjoon said with a stern face. "O-okay." Hoseok said quivering, he felt like he is kinda sick but act like he is fine. He reach the living room anf sit opposite of Namjoon where he is letting the boy sit on his lap. "So, Hoseok let me introduce you to Jungkookie. Kookie that's Hoseok." Namjoon said playing with Jungkook hair. "N-namjoon who is he?" Hoseok ask stuttering. "He is my boyfriend. Yes, I'm not in love with you anymore Hoseok I'm sorry. I want you to leave this house in two days understand." Namjoon say not looking into Hoseok face.

"W-why Joonie? A-am i not enough? Did i do something wrong? Am i so annoying? W-why don't you love me anymore? I-i leave my friends to be w-with you. I-i lost my bestfriends to be w-with you? W-why?" Hoseok said fall onto his knees. "I don't hear anything from you Hoseok. Just get out from here in two days." Namjoon say walk out of the house with the boy. Hoseok went to his roo, locked the door and take out a little box under his bed. He opened it and take out a blade that he keeps a long time ago. He take out his phone and call his 'boyfriend. Namjoon pick up and hear sobbing came from the caller. "Hoseok stop crying and start to pack your things." Namjoon said and hear Hoseok said. 

"Haha.. Joonie... I'm so stupid... I'm so stupid to be in love with you... I'm so stupid to give all of my love to you... But i need to tell you that.. I love you so much.. You are savior.. You my hero... You help me went trough all of my problems... Do you remember? Three years ago I am a fucking depressed person you ever known. You help me... I leave my friends... I leave bestfriend... Just for you..  And i-i am fucking happy... I be a good boy, a good boyfriend and try to make you happy... But, when you tell me that you didn't love me anymore just now.. I'm hurt... I'm hurt... Joonie.. There's no reason for me to be alive in this world if you're not with me anymore.." Hoseok take a breath and continues.

"I-i hope that you will be happy with your new boyfriend.. I'm so sorry that I can't make you happy... This is my last words to you Joonie... I love you... With all of my heart... You are my soul.. I will love you forever... Goodbye Love... Goodbye Joonie.." Hoseok said smiling and put the blade on his wrist. He didn't hang up the phone to listen to his boyfriend voice for the last time. "Hobi... H-hobi.. Don't do something stupid.." Namjoon said. "Bye Joonie may we found each other and be happy at the other side.. I love you." Hoseok slash his wrist open and wait for the darkness to take over. "Hoseok you are not doing it.. I'm coming home now... Don't hang up on me... I'm near now.. Wait please... I'm sorry this is my fault.." Namjoon said rushing to his own house leaving the boy in the park. "I-i am s-sorry J-joonie... I d-did it.. I-im s-sorry Joonie.. I-i l-love yo-"

Namjoon immediately went to the older room and tried to opened the door. Keyword tried. The door is locked, he went and take the spare keys and opened the door. He sees Hoseok on the with blood still gushing out from his wrist. He check his pulse to get a faint beat from it. He take a towel and tied it on the older hand. He called Seokjin who is his neighbor and saw he rushing to Namjoon house. "What happen Nam?" Jin said with a worried face. "Its my fault hyung... Its my fault..." Namjoon said crying. Jin take Hoseok and opened the towel that is tied on his wrist. "Namjoon take the first aod kit now!" Jin said. He rushed to the cabinet for medicine and take the first aid kit. "Here hyung." He give it to Jin. "You're lucky I'm a doctor you know?" Jin said. "Yeah... I know..." Namjoon said looking on his floor.

After a few hour Hoseok wake up hiss when he feel stings coming from his wrist. Jin realize that the boy wakes up and rush to him. "Are you feeling well?" He ask. Hoseok look at his hand. "Who save me? Is it Namjoon? Why he save me? Why he didn't let me go? Why you save me?!" Hoseok said crying. "Hey... Relax okay.. I know what Namjoon had done to you is so bad. I'm sorry.." Jin said rubbing Hoseok head. "Can i talk to him?" Namjoon ask peeking from the door. Jin nod and walk out. "I'm sorry Hobi.. I'm such a bad boyfriend and daddy... I'm sorry..." Namjoon say crying heavily. "Namjoon why did chose him? Am i not enough?" Hoseok said closing his eyes. "Hobi I'm so sorry... Work just make me stress out and Jungkook is my secretary and he said that he fall in love with me. My heart say that just follow it... But i know I'm not in love with him... I still love you. I'm sorry baby." He said kissing the older head. "Its okay Joonie... Just don't do it again.. Joonie... Me wuv chu... Dwon' weave me..." Hoseok said went into his headspace. "I'm sorry baby... Its all daddy fault... Daddy will never leave you..." He said hug the little and play his hair. Jin shake his head and sit on the couch. "Haishh Namjoon you're so idiot."

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So... Here is another angst... Cuz I'm feeling it... Sorry for the late update... 1400 words... Haha its worth it...

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