"So that's why you don't trust me when I told you my feeling for you.." he finally understood why she had this wall around herself when he admitted he liked her.

"Yeah, it's just..Sam I really do like you but I don't want to be hurt like that again"

"But I'm not them and I never will be them" he says as he holds your hands tightly in his large but calloused ones.

"How can you be so sure?"

"About?"

"About liking someone like me? You haven't even seen me naked" You blurted out.

"I don't need to see you naked to know that you're amazing and smart, funny, kind, adorable, sexy, and-" Your heart raced.

"Hold up" you hold your hand to his lips stopping his mouth from moving. Your heart couldn't take so many compliments all at once.

"Did I hear your correctly? I think my hearing must be going out did I hear you say sexy?" You figures your hearing must be off. No way would he think your cinnamon rolls were sexy.

Dude now I want some cinnamon rolls

I may be a pervert but woman not the time to be thinking of food! Jump his bones!!

Ugh even my evil voice is telling me off. That horny hoe.

"I think.." he says as he leans in near your ear smirking. Your face froze with anticipation.

"You" kisses your ear.

"Are" kisses your neck.

"Absolutely" kisses your jaw.

"Sexy" kisses your lips.

Your face is ten times redder than tomatoes by now but you kiss him back hesitantly. Your lips gently caress one another's as if your lips are both breakable if ever pressured too harsh. After a short while, Sam pulls back smiling leaving you breathless and trying to lean back into him missing the touch.

"I missed that..I missed all of you"

"I-I-missed you too"

"I will wait however long but, will you be my girlfriend?" He knew it was too fast but he wanted to ask to atleast let you know he wanted you to be his girlfriend, not just a friend..or whatever you two were at this point.

"I-I-uh well ya see"suddenly he raises his hand to stop you.

"Remember I will wait however long, but I do plan to prove to you in every way that I meant it about my feelings for you" he repeats softly.

You nod nervously but lean in to kiss him again. He made you feel goosebumps when you first kissed, even now he still gave you that geeking. But your mind kept having doubt boiling in the back of your inner thoughts about everything with him.

After the picnic and yet another long hours of talking about anything and everything you and Sam walk around the park, lightly feeling the breeze hit your skin as you remember your first date with Sam. He was such a gentleman, you wondered how could you ever have thought that he only wanted you for your body before.

Because it was similar to how the others were before him

Oh..right

You shake off the evil voice in your head and just remain in the moment with Sam. Remembering his kind words and trying to give him the benefit of the doubt. You suddenly feel a tug at your hand and now your body is moving towards a secluded area of the park, staring at Sam's back confused until you both stop.

"I wanted to show you this" he said as he smiled wide at you showing his pearly white teeth. It was a clear sky full of bright stars that took your breath away.

"It's beautiful and so unique" you whisper as you squeeze your hand to see if what you were doing was little dream.

Sam looks at you smiling sincerely as you stare at the stars in awe. He couldn't take his eyes off of you as he saw the adoration and love for the stars in your eyes.

"That she is" he says with sincerity in his voice.

You look at him and wondered if you heard right. He reaches out for your hand once more and strokes it tenderly as you stare at the stars some more then head on home. You start to be lead towards your home once again only this time as you both walk up the stairs towards your door, Sam stays even as you opened your door. You stare at the door confused.

Is he expecting me to invite him inside?

What if he's expecting sex now that I've accepted him??

You close your door and turn around so fast that it even made Sam flinch and walk backwards a bit.

"What are you expecting out of me?"

"What?" Confusion laced in his voice.

"Ugh! I asked what are you expecting of me Sam!?" You were tired of the charade. He still stared down at you confused.

"Nothing (y/n)" He chuckles nervously.

He just wants to get some..

He's pretending to be a gentleman

There's no way he likes you for your oh so personality

"Oh really!? So then why are you standing here still? Do you think that just cause I've accepted you a tiny bit you think you can get laid?" He scoffs at you and shakes his head.

"I have told you many time I don't care about having sex with you! I care about YOU and I want to earn your trust again" he slowly backs away shaking his head. You clench your fists as you clench your jaw as well.

"That's what they all say! All I ever hear is that guys like you are different and want to get to know me. But when I don't give them what they want they walk away, I wasn't easy back then and won't be easy now!" You walk into your house slamming the door without giving Sam a chance to say anything. He stares at your door, sighing in exhaustion at the fight you just had. Just as he was finally trying to prove to you that he really does care for YOU not what you could give him physically.

"I am different, way more than the guys you've ever gotten close to. In more ways than one..I love you (y/n)" He whispers as if you can hear him then walks to a diner to meet with Dean.

You went to sleep with tears down your face as the realization hit you when you said those hurtful things to Sam.

You were really falling for him. Is this love or is this something else?