10.2


"Hoseokie, Minnie is sad." The little squeaks out from the passenger seat of Hoseok's car.

They had been driving for a little over 15 minutes. As much as the little would ask, Hoseok wasn't about to tell him where Yoongi was. Of course Hoseok knew, he had been Yoongi's best friend for years, he just didn't want Jimin to worry more than he already is.

"Just close your eyes, we'll be there shortly."

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Yoongi had arrived at his so called 'special place.'

You may think that he is overreacting with the events that played out today, but secretly, he's been dealing with the voices that entered his head again. He's been depressed, even with another person's presence. The little things would set him off so easily. Whether it be from Jimin ignoring him or how some people would glare. It all added up and meant something in his mind... That he's never good enough.

Yoongi has had this problem ever since the third grade, when he was bullied everyday. Every since then, a little voice stuck with him, traveling in his mind wherever he may roam. The voice would tell Yoongi and remind him everyday of how useless he is and how ugly and pathetic.

He thought that if he'd take care of the little, that the voice would stop...but since this morning, it's been back, whispering every single thought into Yoongi's ear.

He walks down the small dirt path, green hills rolling off to one side. As he walks more until he's met with a small meadow. Rows and rows of flowers let out a pleasant aroma. Besides the flowers, everything seems dead...stood in time. No wind blows about to rustle the leaves and branches of the trees or make the tops of the flowing grass sway. The hot sun shines down onto Yoongi's back as he walks, no clouds in the sky to keep it from doing so. The birds that once chirped down the path had come to a stop. And so does Yoongi. He stands in front of a small, foot in length platform.

His mother's grave.

His mother had died a little longer than four years ago, before Yoongi moved to Seoul. The cause of her death was unknown, the doctors couldn't put a finger on it. As his mother was on her death bed she would say 'it was God's will.' It's almost a shame that God needed such a wonderful, beautiful woman... As you can probably tell, she was everything to Yoongi.

Yoongi now visits her grave whenever he feels down, or simply just needs to cry his eyes out, hoping his mother was watching and listening to every word he mumbled. But he didn't want her to worry, no. He wanted to stay strong, and coming to this place gave him that feeling of confidences. It gave him the feeling as if he wasn't a useless piece of crap, it gave them the feeling his mother always gave him.

Right now, Yoongi needs to clear his mind. Little does he know, he has a big surprise coming for him.

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"Here, take my hand." Hoseok glances at the little, grabbing his hand so he wouldn't fall on the bumps in the path as he seemed to be stumbling.

"Where is dis place?" Little Jimin asked as he clutched the bag he brought for Yoongi. He looked around in curiosity. He noticed how the birds he met at the parking had gone away.

"You'll see...but promise me, no crying."

"Minnie won't c- OWIE!" The little yelped in pain. He had tripped over a small rock, stubbing his toe in the process. Tears begins to swell, but as he was promising...he held them back like a big big even though it hurt so much.

Hoseok is quick to help Jimin up. Jimin wipes the dirt off of his overalls and sniffs before picking up the bag and clutching it tight.

They came to a stop after a few minutes of walking.

"There he is!" The little exclaimed, bouncing slightly.

Before Hoseok could grab him, Jimin began to run towards Yoongi.

Yoongi, who was oblivious to the two coming, jumped out of surprise. He about fell off the bench he was sitting on. When he lifted his head to look at the younger, it was then that Jimin noticed the tears that streamed down Yoongi's face. Jimin's small face twisted into a face of concern and pout.

"D-Daddy...why cryin'?" He asked, setting his small palm on the elder's knee.

Yoongi sniffed hard, trying to stop himself. He had never liked anyone seeing him crying. His sleeve made it's way to his mouth, nose, and under his eyes.

"Am I? Am I your daddy?!" He tried not to sound too harsh, his voice seeming broken and cracky.

Hoseok, who had decided to stand nearby, heard the direction that the conversation between the other two was going and decided to step away, giving them privacy.

Jimin took a seat next to Yoongi. Some may call it a little too close to comfort, but it seemed normal...maybe even too far.

"W-Well...Will Yoonie be Minnie's daddy?" He had finally asked. All he was hoping for was the right answer, a good answer.

Yoongi turned away. "But...big Jimin-"

"No! Big Jiminie likes Yoonie Hyungie more than friend..." Yoongi's head snaps back to look at the little, his eyes widening.

"P'wease be Minnie's daddy."

Yoongi stared at the little for what felt like ages. Jimin wants this. It's written in his facial expressions. Jimin wants Yoongi to be his daddy...and maybe more.

Yoongi can't seem to say no as he watched the little's bottom lip tremble, tears threatening to fall all depending on what Yoongi's answer is.

"I'll be your daddy, baby boy."

"Yay!" Jimin exclaims, jumping onto the elder. They both embrace each other automatically as if it was the most normal thing in the world to do.

As they hug, the sound of a small crinkling echos in between them.

"What's this?" Yoongi asks as he pulls away and points to the bag Jimin had forgotten about.

"Present for daddy!" Jimin giggles before pushing the brown, paper bag into Yoongi's hands.

The elder doesn't hesitate. Not at all. He digs into the bag to find a small lollipop and a paper note.

The note reads- 'Fre Cuddl Time Wit Minnie! ♡♡♡♡XOxo.'

Yoongi can't help but physically let out an 'awe.'

"I love it. Let's go home so I can use it."

The little's face lights up, his eye smile brightening Yoongi's day all within a matter of seconds. He drags Yoongi up by the hand.

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The two had gotten lunch after the little incident. Yoongi didn't want to waste time, he wanted to get back home so he could cuddle his baby boy.

As of now, Yoongi is laying on the couch with one leg bent up and the other hanging off slightly with Jimin planted in the middle. As Jimin leans his small head onto Yoongi's chest, the elder made sure to wrap his arms around the boy protectively.

Yoongi seemingly begins to drift, letting his head fall forward. As his chin meets the little's head, his nose is met with a pleasant smell.

"Your hair smells like bubbles."

Jimin immediately sits up and spun around to face Yoongi. His purple pacifier he had had in his mouth fell onto Yoongi as he looked at him in shock.

"Minnie sorry daddy! Minnie will go take bath right away!"

"Wait!" Yoongi's big hand is the only thing that stops Jimin from sprinting up and running away. He lays his baby's head back down onto his chest, sliding the pacifier back in his lips.

"I love it." He buries his face into the soft, silky, bubble-smelling hair.

"Silly daddy." The little mumbles around the pacifier, slightly drifting off to sleep.

Without worry, Yoongi did the same. He let sleep and the warmth of his baby boy accompany him. He had no idea what would be waiting for him the next day.

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SORRY THIS SUCKED LOL

I had it all written great and I accidentally deleted it lmao

And yes, I know it's early jahsrhhehr

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