So I am at the dock today sooooo here's an update

CHAPTER 15

I must have been crying for a while because I feel and arm wrap around my causing me to flinch. I see Liam and he looks at me with sympathetic eyes.

"You'll be okay." Liam whispers.

"Liam.. Why can't he love me? I am done pretending I don't have feelings for him because I do and I just can't sit here watching him with her." I sniffle.

"Lan, he does like you a lot. He's just to wrapped up in his own world to realize it." Liam says kissing my forehead, "What made you realize how much you like him?"

"He kissed me." I mumble.

"He did what now?" Liam asks surprised.

"Yah.. He kissed me.. And it was the best feeling ever." I admit to Liam blushing.

"Aww baby, he kissed you so obviously you have to mean something to him." Liam suggests and I nod. "By the way your food is on the table."

"Okay, well lets go eat." I say standing and wiping my eyes.

We walk back and I see Harry and Alisha sitting next to each other. Well there goes my spot on the table.

The food is in front of them and I watch with an evil smirk as they take a bite of the curry chicken. Alisha begins to cough from the spice and Harry's face goes red.

I am so glad karma is on my side.

I hold my laughs in as I walk up to the table.

"What's wrong Alisha? To spicy?" I ask and Liam takes a seat.

"What the hell! You did this! Ugh! Your such a brat!" Alisha barks.

"I'm the brat? That's my meal! Next time don't be an ass. Now. I am off to the bus I am going to make my own meal." I say before exiting the restaurant.

I walk to the bus with the cold night breeze running over my face and through my hair. I walk on the bus and go to the kitchen. I place a pot and a pan on the stove and get out a plain tomato sauce. I put water into the pot and a table spoon of olive oil into the water with a pinch of salt. I begin the sauce and put a teaspoon of some hot Caribbean sauce.

I maintain the meal adding onions, beef and some other ingredients. The boys walk onto the bus greeting me.

"Wow! Something smells amazing!" Louis says smelling the sauce.

"Thanks man!" I say stirring the pasta.

"Sorry." Harry says so quietly as he past me that I didn't even think I heard right.

"What did you say?" I ask.

"Hmm? Nothing." He continues to the back.

I shrug and make myself a plate of food. I go with the boys to the room Harry went into and we all take a seat. Lucky me I get the seat beside Harry.

Not.

I take a bite as Liam puts in the movie we have chosen for the evening.

The Call.

It sounded like a good movie so lets see how it goes.

I wiggle into the couch getting cozy as Alisha sits ontop of Harry and rests on him.

"Alisha babe? Can you move?" Harry asks.

"But baaabyyyy." She whines.

"Alisha shut up and get off his lap the movie is beginning." I say as I put another mouth full of food in.

"Whatever." She huffs sliding beside him on the open side.

"Thanks." Harry whispers in my ear and I nod, not being able to say anything. From food, but, because of the feeling Harry just gave me.

Around the beginning at the first kidnapping Alisha squeals and looks into Harry's chest. Harry rolls his eyes patting her back kissing her forehead.

We continue watching as Alisha continues whining, squeaking and squealing. She goes to squeal and I cut her off.

"Alisha seriously it's not even-" I cover my mouth from a squeal and look over at her.

"What were you saying?" She smirks.

I roll my eyes and Harry's arm goes behind me.

"Need someone to hold onto?" He winks.

I roll my eyes again and say, "No actually I don't."

I continue watching and as the ending comes near I have jumped 3 times since Harry invited me to cuddle into him. Finally I give in and grab hold of his shirt as the man begins to cut the girls hairline.

"Oh god.." I mumble. I feel his arms snake around my waist and he kisses my forehead.

Da f*ck?

I look up at him quizzically, narrowing my eyes.

"It's nothing." He whisper and I shake my head and look back at the screen, laying my head comfortingly on his chest. Harry has a comforting feeling.

I put my head back into his chest 3 more times before the movie ends.

Holy crap. That. Was. Freaky! But so good!

"No more letting Landa choose the movies." Niall says coming out from Liam's chest.

"That was so freaky." I mumble.

"Yah I know." Niall says.

"Nialler.. Ermm.. Wanna sleep on my bunk with me tonight?" I ask, whilst blushing. I feel Harry stiffen beneath me as Niall answers.

"Yes please." Niall says and we both walk off to the bunks stiffly.

"No more scary movies before bed." I say in monotone.

"Agreed." He says in the same tone.

After I am done getting ready for bed I go to my bunk in my PJ shorts and tank top. I crawl in beside Niall and his arm wraps around me. Making me feel safe.

"Landa where are you?" Niall's frightened Irish accent calls out.

Huh?

I look up to see a curly haired boys outline.

"Harry?" I say sitting up and banging my head. I groan and put my head in his chest.

"Watch out." He says after the fact and kisses where I hurt my head. If I'm being honest.. It did make it feel better.

"Landa?"

"I gotta go." I say and go up a bunk. I hear him sigh before continuing.

"Sorry I must have crawled into the wrong bunk." I mumble to Niall.

"I'm in my bunk." Niall says from behind me.

"Seriously?" I say and chuckle getting in beside him.

His slithers around my waist as my head goes on his chest. It's not the same as Harry but I will take what I can get.

"Good night." I say.

"Good night Landa." Niall says.