I am on vacation so this is my only update for a while

CHAPTER 14

Landa's *POV*

I wake up from a long much needed rest and I look around to see we are on the road again. No surprise there. I make myself a cup of tea and walk back to the couch I was sleeping at. I take the 3 pills the doctor prescribed and I just lookout of the bus.

"Landa?" Harry says as he sleepily walks over to me.

"Hey Harry." I smile.

"So, what did the doctor say?" Harry asks.

"I just caught something from my home on St.Barth's it's not contagious or anything." I explain and he nods.

"So you will be okay?" Harry asks.

"Yep! Don't worry I don't have 'The Plague'." I laugh.

"Good.. Good. Our fans were upset you weren't the opening act last night." Harry says.

"Really?" I ask surprised.

"Yah, I don't think they like Alisha very much." He says sitting beside me.

"Well she is full of herself so, I wouldn't be surprised." I say and he nods.

"Yah, she can be." He rub his face and lets a heavy sigh go.

"What's with the big sigh?" I ask.

"Nothing.. Nothing at all Lan." Harry says looking down at his fingers.

"Right. Nothing. Harry are you not happy with her?" I ask.

"Landa.. I don't like her.. I think I might like-" He was cut off as Louis come into the room.

"Wanna play- Oh.. Am I wrecking a secret moment?" Louis asks winking at me as Harry laughs.

"Me.. With her? Never." He says chuckling as Alisha comes into the room.

"Harry beary! I think they loved me!" Alisha squeaks and I let out a quiet laugh and go to Louis. Louis laughs into my shoulder as Harry says, "Yah babe, they loved you so much!"

"So, Lou, what did you wanna do?" I ask.

"Wanna play fifa?" He asks.

"Heck yah!" I say as we sit by the play station.

When half time came around during the FIFA with Louis I hear a animalistic sound. I look at Louis then look back at what was going on and Alisha is on Harry's lap grinding into him while making out quite hardcore I must say.

Why are they doing this here?!

I look back at Louis the blood draining from my face as Alisha moans Harry's name. I look back and Harry's shirt is off and his jeans. Him only in boxers with a quite visible hard on sticking through. I gulp and look back at Louis feeling very awkward and feeling blush creep up my cheeks.

"C'mon love lets leave.. You shouldn't have to witness this.." Louis whispers. "Harry! Keep it down okay!" Louis scolds Harry as he escorts me out closing the game rooms door. He places a sock on the door knob and walks me to the front of the bus.

"You okay?" Louis asks.

"Yah I will be fine." I say looking at my hands feeling my entire body get hot.

"Sorry you had to witness that." He says putting his arm around my waist.

"What's going on?" Liam asks.

"Stay out of the game room Harry and Alisha are having some adult fun." Louis says as he rubs my shoulder.

"Sorry you had to see that." Liam says and I shake my head.

"Lets just forget about that." I say rubbing my face and standing up, "Shall we go have some kids fun I saw a laser tag place maybe 5 minutes away by car."

"I wanna come!" Niall says from the bunks.

"Sure thing Niall!" I say and Zayn comes out from the bunks and ties his shoes.

"Where are you going?" I ask.

"Laser tag... Duh!" He says chuckling.

"Cool!" I smile and get my shoes on.

"Hey wanna join?" I ask the bus driver.

"Sure! I will lock up the bus and we can all go." He says and I smile.

We all leave the bus and the bus driver locks up the bus to make sure nobody will get in. We walk for about 30 minutes when we come by a lite up building that says, 'Laser Zone' in bright neon lights.

"I think this is it." I say, "Fifty, Fifty chance though it looks like it could be a flooring company as well." I joke causing everyone to laugh at me.

We enter the building and there are a few teenagers getting suited up. We go to the counter and everyone pays 20$ for 3 rounds.

Liam, Louis and me are on the green team. Louis said we had to since we all had "L's" in our names.

Good thinking Lou!

Niall, Zayn and the bus driver are on the other team.

We enter the game after the round going on was complete. When we enter we all look around amazed.

This place is huge!

Literally 3 floors tall!

I shoot Niall's chest protector thing and giggle slightly, "Game on boys."

I run off and look for somewhere to hide. On the third floor I come past a nice small place to hide and I smirk.

Perfect view!

I crouch down in the spot and see Zayn. I shoot him and he looks around confused. I chuckle to myself and continue the round shooting people on the opposite team from my spot. I get out and run away from the spot and go to the second floor before the second round begins. This time I run around this floor till I get to a flag. I shoot it and the sirens go off. I run away and duck behind a get away spot.

When laser tag ends we look at our points and I was the second highest with 10 000 points. There was another guy in there named 'Derek' with 12 320 points.

Everyone comes out and high fives me and I laugh when Liam has only 2000 points.

"It's okay Liam, next time." I say as we remove the equipment.

"I am quite happy with my 8000 points." Louis says.

"I am glad I had Louis on my team though. So at least we beat your team by 200 points." I say.

After that we all leave Laser Zone and go back to the bus. The bus driver unlocks the bus and we all go in. I see Harry on the sofa and blush looking away.

"Where were you guys?" Harry asks.

"At Laser Zone." Liam says as he and I walk to the bunks.

"Where's Alisha?" Louis asks.

"Sleeping in the game room." Harry says and I shake my head to rid the memories.

"Harry you are to clean that room completely by 10am tomorrow." Liam says in a strict tone.

"Yea, yea." Harry mutters.

"What were you thinking?" Niall asks.

"I was thinking, I am horny after the concert and Alisha is sat on top of me. Time to have a good fuck." Harry says rolling his eyes.

"HARRY!" Zayn says and I watch as he smacks him upside the head and Harry chuckles.

"Guys.. I am hungry wanna get something to eat?" I ask from the bunks.

"Yah I am starv!" Harry says walking past me.

"Harry you stink take a shower." I say as I walk out past him with the rest of the boys following me with a silent agreement.

"Meet us at the Indian restaurant down the road." Liam says closing the bus.

"Did you see Harry's face when you said that?!" Niall says laughing as we walk.

"No?" I say confused.

"He was blushing from embarrassment!!" Zayn says joining in laughter.

"Good. Next time he will think before he does." I say and Louis laughs beside me.

We enter the restaurant and grab a table for 6. We sit down and order hummus and pita for starts. I get a ginger ale as a drink and sip it while dipping the pita into the oil and hummus provided.

"Thanks for waiting guys." Harry says taking a seat beside Zayn, who is beside me.

"Your the one who stunk." Louis says rolling his eyes.

"Whatever." He mutters as his on arm goes behind Zayn and his hand is by my neck.

The waiter comes by and takes our orders. Harry orders what I order and I smirk. Medium curry chicken. Hope you like the heat Harry.

As we wait I look through the menu reading the other choices more thoroughly. I feel Harry's hand move and touches me neck softly. This causes goosebumps to rise across my skin.

"So, Landa we have a weeks vacation." Liam begins as Harry's hand caresses my neck under my hair, subtly.

I should stop him!

Mmmm.. Forget that thought.

"We wanted to take you back to St.Barths." Liam smiles.

"You can't do that Liam! It's expensive for a flight." I tell him.

"I know but, you are on tour with us and we want to go there so, you will be coming along with us on vacation." Liam smirks.

"But, bu-" I am cut off by Harry.

"Nope! No buts!" He says while massaging my neck.

I look down trying to hold a moan of satisfaction back.

"F-Fine." I say looking back up at Liam who is still smirking and winks at me. "I need to use the toilet." I say getting up fast and walk towards the toilets.

As I walk to the bathroom my shoulder gets turned around and I am face to face with the one and only, Harry Styles.

Why can he not leave me alone?!

"Did you enjoy that?" Harry winks.

"Why are you following me?" I ask back.

"'Cause babe, I wanted to chat with you." He smirks.

"I have a feeling your not going to do much chatting." I mumble.

"You got that right." He winks before he walks me into a wall?

How the hell did he get me up against a wall. I look around and of course nobody is around this area tonight. I look back at him and his lips find mine.

Wow. He is a good kisser.

His lips move against mine for what seemed like hours, when in reality was only a minute or so.

He pulls away and wipes his lips.

"Before I leave you.." He says and moves closer to my ear and whispers, "I can massage you even better lower down."

He walks away and I drop myself against the wall. I see Alisha and she jumps into his arms.

So that meant nothing?

LAN! Of corse it meant nothing! Alisha is his girlfriend! You just have to accept that and move on from Harry!

After scolding myself I put my head in my hands an let a few tears go.

Why can't he love me?