CHAPTER 11

After the bus driver asked if Harry and I were secretly dating I blushed and Harry look away and stopped talking to me. We also decided to hold our orders until Louis and Zayn came, and it wasn't much longer. Now we- by we I mean Liam, Zayn, Louis, Niall and the bus driver- are talking. Harry and I are still awkwarded out.

"Hey why aren't you talking guys?" Louis asks.

"Long story." I mumble and the waitress comes.

"Okay are you ready for me to put your orders in?" She asks.

"Yes thank you." Harry says and sips his water.

The waitress leaves and I just sip my mango juice.

"Well you see Landa and Harry are-" The bus driver begins and I stand up.

"May I be excused?" I ask.

"Why?" Zayn asks.

"I have to pee?" I say questioningly.

"Yes, get going." Harry says.

I get up and walk to the washroom. I go into a stall and do my business. I come out and look into the mirror and just sigh. Who am I kidding. I have the biggest crush and it's for the one person who hates me the most, I think.. Harry Styles. Get out of my head.

I wash my hands and dry them off. I walkout to the table and see the pancakes had arrived. I slide in into my seat and cut some of my cheese crêpe. I put the slice on Harry's plate and slightly look towards him. He smiles and takes the bite. I finish my crêpe the bus driver and the boys- besides Harry -left to pay. I waited for Harry to finish eating because I am a good person, but also cause I wanted to stay close to him.

"So, did you like the cheese crêpe?" I ask.

"Yes, it was very good actually." Harry says as he takes a sip of his water and stands. He walks to the front and buys a fruit tart. I ask for one to and get my money out to pay but Harry then says, "This is yours by the way."

"But, you payed for it." I say.

"Yah, and that's a chair. What's your point?" Harry asks.

"My point is we aren't dating or brother and sister or anything like that so I can buy my own." I say.

"C'mon, quit the arguing and take this like a gift." Harry says handing the box to me.

I sigh and take the box from him and he smiles. I follow him out and back onto the tour bus where the boys are sitting in the lounge waiting. The bus driver takes the bus out of park and begins on the journey to the arena.

Harry went back to ignoring me and I just accept it. His bipolar personality has me so confused. I walk into the lounge where the boys are playing Fifa and Harry is texting. I take a seat beside Louis and ask him if I could play.

"Sure thing Lanny." Louis says and hands me a blue remote.

I smile and we enter the game. I am on his team, England, and Liam and Niall are on a team, Argentina. After about an hour of playing this we pause the game and fo to the kitchen for a snack. I take out my fruit tart and smile. Harry bought it for me. I walk to the table and eat the tart. When I am done I walk back to the lounge and Harry is still texting someone. I decide to ask who.

"Who are you texting Harry?" I ask.

"Alisha." He replies with one word.

"What's she saying?" I ask.

"She wants to come on tour for a week 'cause she misses me. Also, she is saying some dirty things, but your to innocent for that conversation." Harry says and I sigh.

Of course she is coming. UGH! I hate her.

"Cool. I ate the tart." I state.

"Why are you talking to me." He mumbles.

"Are we not friends?" I ask.

"No. I hate you." He says.

"Oh.. Uhmm.. okay." I walk out of the lounge and to the other boys.

"Hey Landa- Are you okay?" Louis asks.

"Y-ea," My voice cracks and comes out weak so, I clear my throat and say, "Yea I am fine." I walk to the bunks and get into my bunk. I hold Isabelle close and just think about life. UGH! I HATE HARRY! I hate the fact that he plays with me. How one moment he will act friendly. Then the next he's an ass hole.

"Wanna talk?" Liam asks.

"No thank you Liam." I say.

"Are you sure?" He asks lying in his bunk facing me.

"Liam.. He hates me." I mumble.

"Lan, you know that's not true." He says.

"Yah I do.. He told me himself." I say.

"Well he must be oblivious to the way he feels about you then because, Hank, Louis, Niall, Zayn and I all know he is crushing on you. Just like they know you like him." Liam says.

"You told them!" I scream.

"No, your not very good at holding back you feelings and hiding them." Liam says.

"Oh.. Who's Hank?" I ask.

"The bus driver." Liam says.

"Oh. Gotcha." I say.

"Just give it time. When Alisha is no longer using him. He will obviously come for you." Liam says.

"Oh.. Okay.. Promise?" I ask.

"Yes. I promise." Liam says and I nod smiling.