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Louis POV:
My parents threw me out when I was only 17 years old, for a pretty stupid reason, I'm gay. I never wanted to be a grown up, I never had a normal childhood, I just wanted to
be a child again. Another thing, I am a victim of abuse, my parents constantly abused me when I was young. I was grateful that they kicked me out, I was going to run away
anyways. I understood why my parents couldn't accept me
for who I am.
Living on the streets were horrible, I had no money, no food, no clothes and especially no warmth.
I shivered as I continued walking to my usual spot of where I slept.
As I got closer to Sixth Street I had uneasy feeling deep in my gut. I shrugged it of, thinking it was nothing. My head started to get a little fuzzy. I whimpered as the wind picked up, blowing cold air into my face. I reached the small bench, it was perfect for me since I'm a bit on the short side. I layed down on the bench whimpering because wood isn't very much comfortable.
Thank god the lamp post is on tonight, it gave a little warmth, I don't think I can go on like this. I just want a comfortable and warm crib.
No I mean bed. A warmblanket...my thoughts started going everywhere but quickly
lessened as my head got fuzzier.
I started panicking. I can't be slipping while I'm homeless I just can't. I started crying. I
tried to calm myself down but I couldn't. 'Daddy' would calm me down. I just want a Daddy. I want a pacifier and stuffies. Why is life so unfair?
I wondered if I would survive on the streets, I was scared deep inside, but I knew that I had no choice but
to pull through. I couldn't be in little mode on the streets, people
would think I'm mental... Then again, maybe I am mental, but I don't care, I've suffered enough, I don't
need to end up in a psychiatric institution. I just need someone to care for me... I just need a Daddy to come up to me, and choose me to be his baby, I would be the best baby
a Daddy could ask for. I just need someone to give me a chance.
I saw a shadow near me, which was caused by the lamp post light, I panicked once again.
My breathing quickened and tears started to escape my eyes "p-pl-please don't hurt me". I slipped my thumb in my mouth without noticing.
The shadow sat next to me, it was a man, very handsome in fact.
"I won't hurt you, who would hurt such a sweet boy like you? Please darling don't cry, calm down for me. Can you do that?" He spoke softly.
His voice was calming and sweet. I was able to calm down, usually it takes forever to calm me
down but this stranger had done it in a matter of minutes, I was surprised that a complete stranger could calm me down, especially when I'm slipping into headspace.
I studied the man a bit more closely, he was a much taller than me, he was tanned, he has raven hair and hazel eyes. He is a Sex God, with his perfect jawline and cheekbones.
I realised I was staring at the man, so I bowed my head.
" 'm sowwy sir" I lisp around my thumb, my eyes widening.
The man touched my thigh and patted it softly "Hey it's okay...what's your name sweetie?"
" Wouie" he chuckled lightly, making me take my thumb out of my mouth. "Louis" I said again with a
blush, looking down, slightly embarrassed. I then started playing with my fingers, avoiding eye contact with the man.
"Well Louis I'd appreciate it if you look at me" I kept my head down.
He grunted and spoke."Tell me why such a beautiful lad like yourself is out in the cold, late at night?"
I stayed silent, although he seems nice, trusting and warm I shouldn't be speaking to him. He scooted closer to me, it alarmed me but I leaned into his warmth.
"Are you homeless? If so I'll take you to my home" he moved me onto his lap. I kept still. "nice warm
crib, a soft blankie maybe a bottle, wouldn't that be nice?"
Please tell me that I'm hallucinating because this seems all too real.
He stood up with me secure in his arms, I was too exhausted to fight him, if I were to fight him he'd win, he's just too strong. He started to rub my back, making my eyes
almost close.
"Go to sleep baby, Daddy's got you and you'll be safe, my little Lou" I fell asleep at that point. How could I not? His voice was so calming, full of understanding, plus he was rubbing my back.
Wait hold up
did he
just say
daddy?
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