Making stuffed animal forts

Getting five more minute naps

Our snowball fight retorts

A blue blanket with our toys swimming laps

Until a life saving beach day

Where nightmares became real

Her mom pulling her slowly away

How do I feel?

Birthday parties with new friends

Hearts begins to mend

With late night laughs

And early morning tears

Secret treasure maps

And deep dark now spoken fears

“You girls look like twins!”

Pretending we are just for fun

With video game wins

And so so many puns

New boyfriend drama

Holding hands hugging arms

Stepping between you and your mama

Growing trust

Spooning and cheek kisses

Seeing the late night lust

Wanting to be your boyfriends missus

Holding on too long

Coming out to her

But “That seems wrong.”

Can we go back to how we were

My best friend now none

In here I found you

Eyes like an ocean of blue

Or brown I can't remember now

Hope we can survive long enough to be forever

But we don't make it

The blood gushing from your wrist until it stops

My mind having a fit

Breathe just breathe until my lungs pop

Goodbye my friends live happy without me