"I know you think it is because there's Connor,and all you're hope is pinned on Connor and you're relationship.Someone who I know but doesn't even know the real me.Would he even notice if I disappeared? No one probably would. I wish things were different. I wish I mattered to somebody."
    Warm tears went down Evan's face. He quickly wiped them away and clicked print on the computer. He stood there a moment to regain himself before turning to walk to the printer. He was looking down so no one would see him. This didn't turn out well for him because he ran into someone.
   "Evan!" The voice made Evan jump back and look up at who he ran into.
  "H-Hey Connor. I'm sorry for what happened earlier I didn't mean to-" He was cut off by Connor touching his shoulder with a smile on his face.
   "Chill out it's fine. Here is this yours? You said you needed to write letters to yourself,right?" Evan's body rippled with panic once he saw Connor's heterocyclic eyes gloss over the page he had printed out.
   Jumping up and trying to grab it didn't work so Evan tried words."Th-That's personal! Give it back!" He didn't go one word without stuttering.
    Connor's eyes filled with rage."You printed this out so I would see it huh?" His voice was as cold as ice.
  "What?" Evan sputtered
  "You wanted me to see this so you could mess with my feelings,huh Hansen?" Connor was now screaming.
   "What? N-no!"
    "Fuck you!" Connor ran out of the room.
    "Wait no-! I need it! I need that letter!" Evan screamed and ran after him.
It was hopeless. Connor was already out the school doors and left Evan to walk home,feeling more alone then ever. He couldn't help but let out a few hiccups as he choked on tears.He tried not to make the situation worse by having a panic attack on the sidewalk of his street. He at least made it home. His mother wouldn't be back until a few hours.
Evan pulled out his phone and went to Connor's contact. First his texted him.
"Connor
Connor please answer me I'm so sorry
I didn't mean for you to read that I'm so sorry."
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Evan tried calling next as a last option. Each time he was sent straight to voicemail. After the tenth try Evan gave up. Connor hates him now. His pulse heightened and his breathing became quicker as he fell to the floor of his room. He had nothing now. Connor was the string that he was hanging from and he had cut it.
Evan was falling.

(The next chapter will be Connor's point of view.
This alternate universe is basically the same but what if what Evan told the Murphy's wasn't a lie? But it's also way different as well heh,I'm sorry)