Ok so hiaaa I'm a back ok let get started well a while back I went to this school called long fellow and it was the worst school I could ever go to..I would lean on a tree while siting I watch as the cars go by as I feel the breeze on my face and lison to the sounds to the cars I loved the smell of gasoline idk why but it would be so peaceful I enjoyed every second I was a happy kid and would do any game with anyone I go to a group of kids and ask to play? But they push me away and say i was weird and to small and couldn't handle the game I would just get hurt so I just backed off every day I would try to play but no one would let me I would just sit outside in the feld alone for the next 2 years my teacher would send a kid to have to play with me but no I would not do it knowing they where forced to *sigh* my teacher would walk up and ask if I was going to play I shock my head. At pe I would run around and people would Puch me and grab me and cuss at me call me names..when I was in class they Puch me into a table I came home with 9 or 10 bruises on my back...I got more depressed and sad. A girl came up to me and asked if I was ok I covered my face waiting for I Puch kick or shove but no she sat by me and looked worried she offered to go play I asked if the teacher sent her and she shock her head no she put a hand out for me to grab and I shakly did she said to me oh and by the way my name is stella I had a new friend I had my depression taken away I was happy again we played everyday and sat and ate lunch together she lives by the school and I did to so she could walk to my house..but then she got more and more friends and stated to forget about me so I was alone again Morgan took my place I stopped eating as much and was depressed and sad again left alone kids would slam me on a wall and call me names like bich and your a piece of shit or im a mistake .. I let them do it I came home my mom asked I said I fell she didn't care after that I made dinner as my brother pin me to the couch and poke me in the same spot until I would cry. Even know it might sound bad I miss him so much anyways my sister would have her friends over me I would hang out. My mom would come home angry and come and grab my by my hair and drag me into my room I couldn't stand up she just dragged me by my hair amd I would cry pleading her to stop she would hit me and slap me yell at me even worse thing my sister would stand up to my mother for me she got hit in the shoulder by her I would watch Jojo my brother would get nothing Myles was to old for her to fight but she did anyways..not much of a child hood for me other then my one friend whom has forgot me..I was hurting I didn't know about cutting then my sister would meet up with boys I would come along to make sure she was safe and one day I saw her and a guy kissing it broke my heart but I thought at least my mom is single so one day I was walking to school with her and she was in a good mood so I saw in the the soft voice "mom you won't get a boyfriend and leave me right?" I asked her and she got on one nee and looked me in the eye and said "I promise" after that I was happy so happy I could see rainbows. Smiled at her as I told jokes and she laughed until we got there the kids yell my name I was going to run to my mom but she left me the kids came over and broke a bottle at my feet yelling it was me I got in trouble they pulled me around until I would cry. Well that happend to me not bad. I guess I have gotten over it well now you know why I don't like when people touch me or be neer me talk to me..hehe I don't have many friend but yeah so idk what else to say well BYE MY PEPS AND ALWAYS REMEMBER NEVER EVER GIVE UP LIFE OR HOPE OR LOVE JUST BE HAPPY AND LOVE LIFE EVEN IF IRS A PAIN IN THE ASS! Welp love you all see you in the next chapter!