HIYA MEH NAME IS PAIG FIRST OFF IF I SAY TV SORRY MY PHONE DOSE WEIRD SHIT AND ENDS UP SAYING THAT SO SORRY BUT TO IT THEN! So impressed Paig I'm amount of age and I have a autism and so in different then other people.. I like to call it creative and kiss and a big ass of a goff I'm a sinner well I have been through way more then I thought I would ever and I really want to explain but you'll have to wait for this bumpy road I have done throw this far. OK back to what I was on I have very few friends I don't want to give put there names with out them saying I can so let's say I have 5 friends in this past few years we'll it was better a few more years back when I only had 2 again not slot of people liked me so I HATE HATE people in person we'll untel today but save that for little while and one of those friends I don't see anymore I can say her name its Alexis she was my little car she was my sidekick and we would stay together through thick and thin here I love those memories we both hated people so I meet her with so much luck I remember it like it was yesterday it was the first day in a new class I was SO SO SOOO shy I would sit looking down at my lap my hands between my thighs I didn't like talking to people or be touched I would flinch every voice I heard or jump back when Someone would tap or touch me why you ask well you'll have to keep reading this book to find out OK back to the story I was siting at a table no one around me I didn't look or talk to anyone but my teacher I really don't want to talk about her but I was there early after a while a woman came up to me someone's mother I looked up at her she says to me Lady; will you be my daughters friend? After skittle I replayed with a "o-ok" and a beautiful blonde haired girl with dark shiny chocolate brown eyes with the worse weirdest back pack I have ever seen it had everything on it say it and it's on there she keep her head low staring at the table we didn't talk until I spoke up with a simple hi she says hello and we raised our heads we got to talking I was drawing and she was telling me another wolves and dogs doberman to be exact HA I made jokes she laughed her as off life wasn't life it was a fantasy. I opened up to someone for once in my life after that grateful day we stood side by side man I miss those days! Dose anyone out there who is reading this if you could would you turn back time just to saver the moments you lost?😭 I do for multiple things OK back to this so after a few more days we wanted to say away from other people so I ran over to a well thing on the ground and I called it the weirdo cav! She laughed at it but she graves my arm and ran to that spot because no one came by it we spent every single free time there we would run around and I would laugh at myself and do stupid shit and really weird thing and eat everything of the ground I feel kinda bad now though now after I think about it because when ever someone would come over to us at all I would say WHAT DO YOU WANT not yell It but make a angry voice they would run away slot of people where scared of me and said that I had fought or killed someone just by how they look so this is why you don't judge a book by its cover! But after a while longer she same me a nickname child ya I know just Child but whateves I liked that nick name OH SHIT I FORGOT TO TELL YOY WJAT I LOOK LIKE we'll one word U-G-L-Y and I'm not one of those Vichy girls where they are like oh I'm SO ugly no I'm no lie I will leave a photo on top of what I look like but not likepeople will see no one is going to read this but sorry I have to end I think here if you like please read my next chapter I live you all my peps bubye~