WHAT SI UP MY CRANKY CREW I AM SO VERRY HAPPY LIFE IS LOOKING UP!! now lets get on to this well this day was the best I could ever wish for! my sister came back when my peps where in town and... it was different but alot of taking and she went back to school and went sober. she came over today because I was sobbing.... hard... my eye where blood shot or I would have passed it off... I was crying that nigh because I was having a hard time in school so lets start with the day.. it was good but when I was with my friends I said I was down.. they did nothing but that was ok I was ok but then after we started walking I realized how alot of what I loved left or was leaving me... I was sad... nothing... I felt like no one cared... but I tried to push it off I saw a friend hanging out with this other girl named amiala or how ever you say her name..i was sad rembering our old group and how she thought I hated her  she only thought that because another girl told her... but that girl was my friend so I couldn't say anything... this is getting confusing but in was ok later on when walking back the girl that left me in the dirt made me feel hurt and now I saw her with my friend group... I wanted to cry there and then I tried to talk to this one girl about it but she didn't care at all she just said something mean to me.. I wanted to cut so bad  but I didn't..a.sorting just told me not to...I cried all day no sound came out of me tho my mom say my eyes where blood shot and talk to me...I told my sister and she felt bad she called my mom but I picked up her phone because my mom left the room and my sister was crying I cried to we waned to see each other.. I ran outside to clam down I look up at the stars and I stopped crying and smiled. my sister always loved the nigh and stars she would always look out at the sky and say LOOK AT THE STARS!!!!! I would always laugh at her in a playful way. I will tee, all of my Cranky crew a good secret  I have NEVER EVER EVER Told anyone in my life but I love you all so cherish this saying "Even know how far away we are just look up at the moon and I will see the same one" I all ways loved that and it makes my heart melt. well thank you all so much for being here I rely do love it so much so so much! you'll never know how much I really love all of you just looking at this book that I really thought would get only 1 read to the max but I have 150 readers and it makes me want to scream out at 12 in the night I LOVE MY CRANKY CREW! well I have kept you all here for long enough 

I LOVE YOU ALL MY CRANKY CREW STAY CRANKY!!!