So today we had our math test and it's the last one of the semester. I forgot how to do some equations and sat there on question one for 20 minutes. We had 45 or so minutes to complete 55 questions. So during that time I started panicking then I remembered. The half bell rang and I started hyperventilating. 5 minutes later and I'm on question 13 "You have 20 minutes left. You should be half way done with the quiz" Oh that set it off and so came a fucking anxiety attack. Here I am shaking and hyperventilating. Not able to read or concentrate on shit so I kept rushing. Somehow I came to question 32 having skipped 15... bell rings... I guessed on 33 and 34. Hand in my test "is there anyway I can finish this during study hall since I don't sing today" "nope you get whatever time you got" Then came STEAM (Science Technology Engineering Art Math) and we had to do this evaluation paper we could do on Monday but no. But then again he said it counts as a grade. And I had an assignment I needed to finish in there so I tried to get through that while everyone kept asking "you Ok?" "Whats wrong?" "Are you getting depressed?" And I'm close to tears. But then my one friend tried to grab my arm to get me to stop shaking but then my other friend grabs her arm and told her not to touch me that you can't get rid of anxiety and I need to calm down and trying to force me to not shake won't help which she's not wrong, it probably would've made me feel worse to be honest. So during the paper I couldn't write at certain times. I got done after copying off of someone and got to drawing a school interior for the school I was drawing out. Luckily that started to calm me down. Lunch I felt a bit better and worked on the school thing again. Did the same thing in choir since it was a study hall. Didn't get it done. I hope it wasn't that many points or he knows I started drawing it and did measurements. Language arts, and I forgot to finish a spelling paper. I was writing the last word and got stopped when I had 2 more letters "Incomplete?" Teacher takes the paper and knowing her she'll take away 10 points -_-  2 LETTERS!!! I get this is advanced classes but seriously, cut me some slack. Geez. Spelling test "SHIT! I forgot the definitions!" I came close to tears and started shaking AGAIN. Then we had to hand in our tests and I guessed on about every word with the definitions and UGH! So we have to spell the word and match the definitions. So I guessed on about all of them except 2, there's that number again.

Just texted mom and she said all my main classes went up so here's what the grades are as far as I know

Science- B
Social Studies- B
Orchestra- guaranteed A since all I have to do is show up to class and concerts
Math- C
STEAM- A
Lunch/Choir (they're in one period. But it's split into 6A and 6B)- A
Language arts- C

Another update. SHE FUCKING MARKED IT LATE AND INCOMPLETE!! Mom told me since she's looking at my grades while she's at work. My teacher is nice but seriously?! I turned it in TODAY when it's DUE AND TECHNICALLY I finished it!! WHAT THE HELL?!! Mom thought it was a little unfair too but she said we have to talk when she gets home. In this situation it's gonna be about that paper and another paper I had almost done but forgot about it and forgot to turn it in. And another thing I don't get. I have a low C but if you look at the percentage of my assignments I mostly have As and Cs. Couple Bs and about 4 Fs but out of like, 50 assignments so I'd like to ask HOW?! How do I have such a low grade when I actually do pretty decent in that class?! Grading makes no sense...