My heart's kindness is foolish;
Choosing sides when those lines do not exist.

It begs the world to grant its wish -
To satisfy a curiosity that it can never resist.

But the question can never be answered;
A matter of relevance and being mature.

It should instead be unbothered;
Accept, be optimistic and pure.

It tries, but is bothered by the silliest details;
Details with gaps that may not mean anything.

Why does it obsess over what the past entails?
Does it wish to avoid, in the future, the same thing?

Does it wish to understand itself?

Why can't you stop torturing yourself?
Why can't you let it just be?
Why can't you just be - 
your best self?
Just be...
Be your true self.
Be unbothered by that which does not matter.
Do not try to gauge information from the wrong questions.

None of it matters.

All that matters is their happiness,
and yours,
and you do not guarantee either by being skeptical.

Just keep swimmin'.

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