i hate how my feelings change so easily, just like a light switch being flipped.

im not a jealous person, at least, i don't think i am, but sometimes i doubt myself. sometimes i feel jealous when i shouldn't and i hate myself for it.

im tired.

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moving onto other things, i had another dream about you and it was so good, i thought it was real for just a moment.

it wasn't even anything crazy. i came a long way to see you and we went to like, a mall/regular walmart style store (that i had apparently gone to before) so you could get some things and you found a leather jacket you liked and asked me to show you where the others were but i accidentally lead you to the shoes.

you saw these weird sailor moon sandals and thought they looked interesting but put them back and got me some orange cat slippers which i adored. you then got your little brother, jack (which you probably don't have, lmao) some dead pool shoes and we moved on. a bunch of other things happened before i woke up but it was such a nice dream, im so ):

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