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REBEL CELESTINE
Time flew by fast. Really, really fast.
One moment I knew I was just applying for Paroxysm University, and now, I'm just looking at my application saying I passed the examㅡI was even a scholar.
I didn't know what to say, I just looked at Thrasher with a shocked expression on my face and leaped to him. I was hugging him so tight, I was even squealing.
"I'm so proud of you. I knew you can do it," he whispered to me while slowly stroking my hair.
"Hindi ko talaga 'to ineexpect! Dati dream school ko lang 'to, ngayon dream school ko pa rin." Mahina siyang natawa sa sinabi ko.
"It's a good thing I just accepted their scholarship to me yesternight." Naka-nganga lang ako sa kanya. Hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko doon. Somehow, I felt betrayed and hurt.
What if hindi ako natanggap sa Paroxysm? 'Edi nandoon siya habang ako nasa isang university na tumanggap sa'kin.
Pero natanggap ako. Kaya dapat tigilan ko na ang pag-iisip ng ganito. Dapat nga nagsasaya kami dito, hindi ko na dapat siya awayin.
"Don't look at me like that, Rebel. Kahapon na 'yung deadline para doon. I had to make a decision and I trust you'll pass their exam, kaya ginawa ko 'yun."
Pinikit ko ang mata bago baguhin ang ekspresyon nito kanina na masama ang tingin kay Thrasher.
"Honestly, alam nating dalawa na Paroxysm ang gusto kong school. Pero deep down inside of me, I want to be where you are. Ayaw kong maiwan ako. Hindi dahil wala akong tiwala sa'yo pero dahil gusto kong nandiyan lagi at masaya tayo sa isa't isa. Naiintindihan mo ba ako, Thrasher?" He nodded innocently like a dog.
"Hindi na ako natatakot sa ibang bagay pagdating sa'yo. Natatakot lang ako na iwan mo ako."
"But sometimes, chasing your dreams means leaving the people you love." My expression changed. Ngumiwi ako pero hindi ko alam anong nararamdaman ko. Umiling ako doon nang maraming beses.
"Are you trying to break-up with me again, Thrasher Jax Wilder?" Kumunot ang noo ko dahil sa tanong ko pero nalungkot ako. Uulit na naman ba 'yung nangyari sa'min dati? We're not fighting, but what he said carried weight.
"Huh? No! I was just stating something about how others can leave the ones they love to achieve their lifelong dreams."
"And that's what we're not, Thrasher. Kaya nating abutin lahat ng pangarap natin nang hindi naghihiwalay, bakit natin pipilitin ang sarili natin?"
Hinawakan niya ang baba ko at inangat ito kaya napatingin ako sa mga mata niya. There, I saw everythingㅡhis sincerity. Those eyes never failed to amaze me.
"Stop talking, Rebel. I just want to savor this moment." He slowly leaned in to give me a warm hug. I went with the flow and closed my eyes. I don't know how his hug can hold such genuine emotions.
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rebel
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give me some of that rebel loving.
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you. just you.
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ngayon ko lang napansin na hindi tugma 'yung timeline ko sa reply sa post ni rebel HAHAHAHAHAHA hindi naman patapos ng taon sa timeline nila ampots
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inlove masyado
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at least???
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j: nyork!! ang ikli ng update koooo. but at least hahahaha. miss ko na talaga mag-update consistently. :< new year's eve na, i hope you're all having fun! i love yooou.
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