Severus's POV

I woke up next to lilah we were completely naked. wait what was I thinking? I thought I vowed to lily that I was hers forever? then what was she doing in my bed? arghhhh

I got up for a shower and to get dressed, I then walked out and sat down with my newspaper unhappy with my actions though I dont regret it...

lilahs POV

I woke up in Severus's bed and smiled to myself. I had to give myself that point I did well. I got out and since severus wasnt there I got dressed but in something that kinda showed off... alot...

once dressed I added a cheerful smile and walked out of the room and started to seduce severus before my classes but I still had to be mean and I did have my nephew...

"heyyy severus" I said sitting next to him.

"good morning lilah. "he answered

"we have to teach my nephew's class today"i added with a sad groan.

"ive noticed"he said

I leaned forward to steal a kiss but he moved away and stood up. what did I do? I sware I did nothing wrong.

"what did I do severus? " I asked

"nothing. it just I cant have a relationship with you?" he said

"what? are you breaking up with me? no please dont I need you, I cant loose you" I said in tears

"lilah calm down, thats the thing, you never had me and we never were together" he said

by this time I was crying my heart out. I then stopped and ran out of the room to the tree in frount of the black lake.

" acio guitar" I said quietly and my muggle acoustic guitar appeared. I grabbed it and started playing a new song I had just created (avril lavine song - happy ending). I had only created the chourus though:

you were everything, everything that I wanted

we were meant to be surposed to be but we lost it

and all of the memories so close to me just fade away

all this time you were pretending

so much for my happy ending

I wrote this song for severus. I really loved him but what did I do wrong I thought by the way he acted yesterday, that he loved me....

why...

why...

why...

why...

am I not good enough?

why???

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