I thought to myself for thet while about why?

"never mind u have to move on Im a professional teacher and I have a class to teach"i murmered to myself. but how can you move on when every time you close your eyes you see her face!?! i felt like i was a teenager again. th problem was that she looled exectly like lily, she acted like lily and you couldnt tell them apart. my heart says that i love her but my brain says other wise.

that day i couldnt focus while teaching. i got lilah to teach a coulple of lessons for me but that only made it worse. while she wa teaching i couldnt take my eyes of off her. the way she rolled her hips. the way she swayed when she walked. and most of all when she was leaning over to help a student. i still loved her dearly and i had to tell her that but how?

had to talk to albus. as soon as the class was over, i told lilah i had to go an left. iwalked my way up to albus' office and knocked on the door.

"xome in!" h said. no one was in there besides albus. i walkes in and sat down. "now what dd you want to ak severus?" albus asked

"well how do i tell lilah that i love her. i broke her heart. my selfishness came out and i told her i couldnt have a relationship with jer and thar we xould never be togeter. sh ran awaycrying. what do i do. today i couldnt concentrate so i got her to teach a lesson and i couldnt stop thinking. about her why?" i asked.

"well firstly you need to let her calm down my boy" albus replied "and calm down yourself too"

" i cant. when ever i think about jer i feel the guilt of when i broke he heart" i said.

"just breathe my boy. relax. tell her tonight before she goes to bed. but say it calmly. dont scare her" he said. i took a deep breath and nodded to albus as i left. i walked back to our chambers and sat down thinking. time had passed quiclky and i had noticed her get ready for a shower. i would tell her after her shower. i thought about how i would say it to her as she took the shower. time went super quick and i still didnt know how to say it. she walked out with one towel rapped aeound he body and one that sat on her head keeping her hair out of the way. i stood up off the sofa and stopped her befor she got to her bedroom door.

"can you please get out of the way?" she asked coldly.

"just hear ne out first" i said calmly like albis said

"very well" she said. bot wanting to pick a fight.

"everything i said was a lie." i said. her expression hadnt changed. " iwas too afraid to have a relationship with anyone because i grew up thinking it as foolish. as i grew up i loved your sister. with everything. i realised that with one word. one word i could stop her from feeling the same way back. as soon as you ran out i regreted everyword i said. i said we couldnt have a realationship because i didnt relise that if i made the same mistake twice i would loose both of the most beautiful women in tje world and i coupdnt live through that again. all day ive been thinking avout you. when you worked i couldnt take my eyes off of you" i said. she giggled.

"i noticed" she said in a lighter tone.

"what im trying to say is..." i took a deep breath." i love you lilah. i couldn live without you. my childhood has been horrible without lily andu cant make that mstake again. please please please forgive me? be my girlfriend would you?" i said. i waited for a rply. her eyes started to watter up. she wrapped her arms around me tightly making my shirt a bit wet but i didnt care. right now all that was in my mind was lilah. she let go of the hug.

" oh severus...."

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