Charlie's POV :

No noooh. This can't be!!!!!
I can't believe that I've lost my first child before he was even born .

I was sitting on a chair in the hospital crying , I was swiping my tears with my hands .

Kelsey came and she sat beside me , "Charlie , hold it together , it'll be fine" Kelsey said

"no it won't , everything will change now , it's all because of Meghan's recklessness and sensitivity" I said

"Charlie , tell me the whole story , what happened? " Kelsey asked

"I don't want to talk about it" Charlie said

"you need to tell me the story so that I can help you , you need someone to talk with about what's happening to you" Kelsey said

*I explained the story*

"you can't blame it all on Meghan , you should have told her before she figure it out on her own" Kelsey said

"I... I don't know , I wanted to explain everything to her but she insisted to leave , if she would have just heard me out it all will would have been fine" I said

"let her wake up , then apologize to her , that would fix things between you two and then you can figure out how to deal with the baby thing" Kelsey said

I nodded my head , kelsey left after a while and I was sitting alone waiting for the doctor to tell me that Meghan has woke up so that I can talk with her.

I just kept waiting for a long time.

Meghan's POV :

I opened my eyes slowly , I waited some time before I made a move , I difficultly pulled my self up and sat on the bed instead of laying on it.

I looked around of me and I realized that I was in a hospital room , my head was hurting me so bad.

I'm feeling different , like really different , is there something wrong with me?

I used to feel something before like the feeling of being pregnant , I put my hands on my belly , oh my god no ! No , this can't be.

Did I lose my baby? Noooh , nooooh , this can't be.

"no this can't be" I was yelling while crying

suddenly a nurse entered the room , "calm down please miss" the nurse said while she was checking my status

"did I lose my baby? " I asked

The nurse looked to me in my eyes , she was a little late answering my question .

"I'm so sorry for your lose miss" the nurse said

"Noooh noooh" I yelled crying

Someone opened the door and entered the room , it was Charlie

He took a seat beside my bed , he didn't say any word during this process .

"I'm going to leave you two alone" the nurse said then she got out .

I was crying and Charlie was just sitting there saying nothing .

"we would have called him kody" Charlie said with little tears coming out from his eyes.

I didn't say anything .

"we need to talk about what we are now" Charlie said

"what do you want us to be" I asked

"I don't know , one thing I know is that the hospital won't let you out for two weeks , your tour is ruined , but I'm going to complete mine" Charlie said

"will you return after your tour" I asked

"I don't know , we just lost our baby because you're sensitive and Because you didn't give me a chance to explain" Charlie said

"a chance to explain what? That you have been sending horny messages with Hailee Stienfeld" I yelled

"if you have read the text messages that are earlier than the once you've read , you would realize that it was all just a planned prank , it's something called humor you don't have" Charlie said

"so are you asking for divorce" I asked
"no , I don't know , I just think that we need some space to figure out what we want" Charlie said

"OK , you can have it , just in the time I need you the most you are leaving" I said

"I want you to know that I don't hate you for losing our child , I just blame you" Charlie said

"take the space you want" I said

"very well" Charlie said , Charlie opened the room's door and he left .

I started crying , this has been the most awful year for Me yet , kelsey came after a while , she stayed and took care of me .

Charlie's POV :

Of course the news of Me and Meghan losing our unborn child was all over the internet , and people are digging into rumors .

I spent the whole day crying in my hotel room , thinking about everything that's happened and trying to write a song about my lost unborn kid , it wasn't so hard as I launched all what's in my heart into the song , I made a calm beat for it and it was done .

Tonight I have another concert , me and my team prepared for the performances .

the concert has started and I got out into the stage .

I did a couple of performances , then it was the time for the last performance .

"the next song is a new one I've written today" I said slowly

".........................
..........................................

We are playing baseball matches
You throw the ball and i catches
We lay down to the ground
And we laugh , I'm imaginning your sound
This is the memory of us that I've created in my mind
But it will never happen , I'm just being blind

........................
.........................................." I sang

/the next day/

Me and my team went to the airport to go to Spain , to complete my tour .

Hey guys thanks for reading , next chapter is on Tuesday a. K. A Meghan's birthday , actually a lot of things and surprises are coming on Meghan's birthday . Stay tuned
PS; I'd like to remind y'all that all of my stories end happily .