— intro.

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"you are a sign of calamity."

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"you're losing control."

"what, like i had any to begin with?"

(you live in a constant state of in-between, ready to explode the second someone sets you off.)

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You swallow your anger so much it's lodged in your throat and when someone trips you it comes right out, along with everything you held in. You spit venom so strong it leaves only the husk of a person left in front of you.

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in which you are consumed by anger and hate so much it swells in your stomach, ready to give out at any minute. 

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ARC i; how to sleep in an aquarium, a guide.

- one. make friends with the staff.
- two. map out the security schedule.
- three. or bribe them, either way.
- four. find which section you like most.
- five. i prefer the jellyfish.
- six. find a key to the exhibit.
- seven. don't forget to bring snacks and an alarm.
- eight. have the cameras on loop.
- nine. pack a pillow and lots of blankets, it gets cold.
- ten. you can't be a deep sleeper.
- eleven. don't pick the octopus exhibit, they snitch.
- twelve. have a wonderful night.
- thirteen. congratulations.
- fourteen. you've learnt how to sleep with the fishes.